First 100 Days of Us

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Hey peeps!

Hope everyone is in the best state yea. So finally I’m here special for this big new stage of my life:

MARRIAGE

Entah laa tapi cam comel je kah3

Well actually I just want to note this here so I can always remember this early stage of our marriage. I don’t have any intention to spread annoying stories and so. Though I actually start this entry as one of my friend suggested me to update on my marriage coz she forgot that I already got married hahahh. So below are my thoughts. Enjoy reading! ;)

It has been 103 days since I got married to a very kind man on 7/7/17. And I learnt so much on living together with our partner. Yes I did live together with my friends during my university days. Changing roommates every session, with different pesen for each. YET, IT IS NOT THE SAME. For marriage, we’ve accepted somebody to go through the journey together, we need to adapt with the habits, which sometimes are good habits and there is no exception to bad habits too. PLUS AND PLUS my husband and I are living with the only two of us. Not like other people living with family or in laws after got married so we can draw our own picture. 

As for me myself, it feels like I’m getting to know to someone new though we’ve known each other since 2011. Yet I didn’t know him so much back then cause we had a long distance relationship before, only few meetings in a year and these went on for 4 years since we declared to wait for each other on Eidul Fitr 2013 and got engaged on 2014. So there were only good attitudes there hahaha. Though that time I was denying that we were only showing our good self. I thought that that was already my real me. Yes it was real, but not all attitudes were revealed LOL. (And yes congratulations to both of us surviving 4 years of LDR Alhamdulillah ^^ Nak tips pm tepi hahaha).

Looking backwards, honestly I feel blessed with this man I married. Of course he is not the perfect man in the world, but he’s too good for me already. A tolerate and nice and lovable man. Yet he do has flaws. Humans kan.. He is not a bad tempered person but I will back off if he is pissed off on his office matter and so. I’ve seen he’s being mad for once on that and I hope I won’t see that again hahahah seram sehhh orang tak pernah marah tetiba meletupp!!! Tatau nak react cemana LOL tho it’s not because of us. He’s lack of sense too (typical man) so I will have to tell him if there’s something going on or you will makan hati sensorang laa kalo tak luahkan hahaha. But every time he did bit wrong, he will apologize and so do I. This is what I like for both of us. Communication and tolerate is the key here. So I hope we can maintain this.

 All my gratitude to Allah swt, Alhamdulillah for blessing me with this marriage. He didn’t mind of my pesen selekeh and ganas (due to living with 5 boys at home LOL), well we did gusti and sumo sampai tergolek2 kah3 teruk betul. He’s also fighting so hard to adapt with his cengeng wife yang sikit2 nak berair mata kalo touching pape maigadd annoying betul bini camni hahahah. And he didn’t mind that I want to further my studies far away from him, yet he is the one who supports the most! He also taught me of what I didn’t know, he let me be the queen of our palace, letting me to decorate and serlahkan bakat as housewife. The most important thing is, he will finish off everything that I cook for us, each time. Like pinggan semua licin sehhh!! Of course I won’t mind cooking for him if that is the way he eat my cooking hahahah. But the negative side is both of us got spare tyres on our both sides omaigaadddddd!!! I myself gained 8 KILOS after 3 month babe duhhh!!! *facepalm* We are soooo going to do something before it’s too late LOL. Padahal dah 23 tahun hidup dengan underweight alahaii.

Of all those things, the biggest thing that I feel glad he’s being tolerate for is on pursuing my dreams. Since before we got married, he is my greatest supporter other than my family. He cleared to me that he won’t mind I’m working or studying after we got married later. He let me decide on my dreams. Whatever my decision will be, he will support. So that is why I dared to further my studies to Ireland soon, insyaAllah (Alhamdulillah I passed an interview with the Irish institute director and got scholarships^^).

Well, people keep asking me “kenapa tak bawa husband sekali?”, “kenapa nak tinggal husband sorang2 kat Malaysia?”, “tak patut betul tinggal suami macam tu” and the list goes on. Even parents pun kinda reluctant to let me go before knowing that my husband supports my decision. Allahu, only He knows how those words break my heart so much. There is no one that willing to leave their spouse for a long time laaa. I’m doing this with his support. He is the one who won’t let me give up on this opportunity. PLUS, SAPE NAK TANGGUNG WEHH DEDUA NAK DUDUK IRELAND PUHLEASEEEE!! He also got his own commitment here lah. You wouldn’t expect he will leave his job as a doctor here, right? Ceiitttt!

He once told me, “You’re going there to study. For jihad fi sabilillah. Why would I hold you back, right? Whatever your decision is, I will support you. You already got this chance. Grab it. You’ve also gone through many things for this.” 

So for the sake of knowledge, we have to go through this.

As for him, he also just passed an interview at IIUM Medical Centre and now waiting for the official letter (well I think it’s already near a month passed aigoo). Cecepatlah sampai surat panggilan tu. Let him start his new life there. It’s too stressful here. I’ve seen it myself. May he get his happiness and satisfaction working in a new place later, insyaAllah.

All in all, these are few things that I learnt from our first 100 days of marriage. May these stay forever, insyaAllah. Aamiin.

1. COMMUNICATE. 

Don’t keep it to yourself. Especially if it is a big thing. This is the key for a good marriage far from bad thoughts.

2. APOLOGIZE. 

Each time you do wrong, lower down your ego and ask for forgiveness. We can avoid hard feelings by doing this.

3. CHEERISH THE TIME BEING TOGETHER. 

Well, most of the hours are in workplace kan. So avoid negative things and negative feelings. It’s a waste of time. Take the chance to nurture the love.

4. UNDERSTANDING. 

Being a wife of a doctor, I should adapt to his priorities. Yet he also did his best for his wife so I won't feel lonely if he got on call or locum at the clinic at night. Should keep this up.

5. TOLERATE. 

We do have our things and hobbies. So do me and him. Let him have his time on his hobbies; gaming and badminton. I just let myself into badminton too so we can have fun together.

6. SUPPORTIVE. 

Seriously this heals a lot. Support each other. It is the best medicine, surely.

7. BE MATURE. 

It doesn’t matter to be a kanak-kanak Ribena till now but be wise on the situation.

8. LAUGHS. 

Well yang ni terlebih doses dah rasanya. He kept on laughing whenever I say and do something that maybe funny to him hahahah kadang pelik plak aku ni kelakar sangat keee asyik nak gelak je LOL. Yet it feels good to see him cheerful ihiks.

9. AIMING FOR HIS BLESSINGS. 

Perform solat and recite al-Quran together, go to mosque together for teachings.

10. SYUKUR. 

Always do reflections and express gratitude to Allah for His blessings. Be thankful with everything you got. It will make us value this bond.

Dear husband, I hope that we can keep on improving our life and live a happy life till jannah. The test is not yet to come but I hope we can prepare our best self to go through anything that will appear in the future. May we always refresh our love and always be the newly-wed couple living a harmonious life. Infinity thank you for coming into my life, waiting years for me, and took this ordinary little girl as your life partner. InsyaAllah we got each other forever. Aamiin.

I think that’s all for now. These are just my thoughts going through early stage of marriage. It’s still new for me to give advices and so. Me too taking positive things from others’ experiences too. So may we get the benefit, insyaAllah. Please pray the best for me, my marriage, my studies and my life. May Allah bless all of you. Thank you.

Wallahua’lam.

Long journey to go.

Whooppsss!! 1 more.

P/s: I haven't write about my wedding yet. Coz I'm still waiting for my pictures. Sobbss. Will do it. I promise. Stay tuned ^^

Kimi no Haiku

💞KIMI NO HAIKU💞

Sakura o miru to, 

Kimi o omotte iruyo. 

Nazenara, 

Ureshiku naru no mo setsunaku saseru no mo, 

Itsu demo riyuu wa kimi dake dayo. 

Sono tabi, 

Mata suki ni natte yuku. 

Hana ga kirei na dake de, 

Koko ni kimi ga ite kuretaratte. 

Soba ni irareta nara, 

Watashi wa anata mo tame ni kaika suru, 

Sakura no shite. 🌸

...

💞HAIKU FOR YOU 💞

When I look at sakura, 

I'm thinking of you. 

It's because, 

You're always the reason behind 

Both my happiness and my pain. 

And whenever you do, 

You're making me fall deeper in love. 

Seeing the beautiful flowers, 

I just wish you would be here with me. 

And if I could stay by your side, 

I will bloom for you, 

As sakura. 🌸

-amoy-

JAIST, Japan. 

...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

After almost a year, I'm back! haha.

But now I'm writing this from Japan. Wink2!

Just thinking of writing a blogpost for this special day of mine, or to be specific, special day of ours. ^^

Yeah, we're engaged for two years already. 

TWO YEARS.

That was just TOOOOOOO LONGGGG I told you. 

Seriously!

Ya Allah, only He knows what we've been through along our engagement period.

It was just not easy.

NOT EASY.

Things that you think is impossible to happen, already happened.

Things that you think you won't do, also done.

Which I regret the most, actually.

Because I never thought that I will be the one who makes the stupid thing to our relationship, screwing everything out.

But alhamdulillah, Allah still wants us to be together.

Oh seriously I can shed tears anytime I remember those painful moments.

T.T

I've always heard before, that engagement will have it's own challenge. And that time, I never thought that the challenges aren't just no joke like we've gone through. Maybe if you who's reading this and on engaged, or had engaged before, know what I mean. I just prayed that me and him, also you and your partner, will last forever till jannah. Aamiin insyaAllah.

Just remember to be strong together.

If you're sulking on small matter now, please keep in mind that your good moments with your partner are so beautiful to be ruined by our silly and childish acts.

Tho yeah I know sometimes the heart wants what I want, right? ;)

For these years we've been together, THANK YOU.

And be it 2 years or 6 years passed, I wish we'll last forever.

And I won't forget how your mum held my hand with this ring on, while saying,

"Telah tertulis dua nama dan dua hati,

Yang akan disatukan."

-Mak-

Al-Fatihah. 

20

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

20??

doploh??

twenny??

عشرون؟؟

haaaa..amekkau nk bahasa apa lagi??haha

okayy..yesterday,13th july 2014,

I'm officially a twenty years old lady..

*haha bcoz a GIRL is too mainstream

well,

of course,

Subhanallah,Alhamdulillah,Allahuakbar..

bersyukur sangat aku diberi kesempatan utk menghirup udara di muka bumi Allah ni sepanjang 20 tahun..

even today,I'm still breathing da same air..

Alhamdulillah..

tapi..

aku tak lupa..

dis also means that aku selangkah mendekati usia kematian..

well,maut tak mengenal usia kan?

of course I hope to be here longer as theres still lots of things that I wanna discover..

insyaAllah..aamiin

blessed to hav lots of great wishes from my family,besties,classmates,oldfriends,collegues in da varsity societies,friends all over da world hahah..

and not to mention..

YOU ;)

muchos gracias for da wishes..may Allah grants it,insyaAllah..

I'm presenting you,, CikDiey <3

and these are wasep's wishes ;)

there's lots of them..but it's impossible for me to show it all..haha

 and now,,from my EIFJAN <3

1st of EIFJAN,Jaja ;) seyes it's my fav pic!

Then Erma ;) oh seyes xtahan gelak tgk gambo zaman dolu2 ni..haha

Then Ikanur ;) nampak aa kependekan di situ..haha

Then Nana..agak lewat cz upload fail..bhahaha

Last but not least..Adah..ku pikir adah lupaaaa..ghupanya nk jadi yg last..adoiii XD

and not forgotten,wishes from FB of course..

muchos gracias..really appreciate da du'aa..

but then,when I'm scrolling da wishes,

perasan gak,banyak yg suruh ai kahweng toing3..

ahaha sorry to dissappoint u..

M not going to get married next year or any sooner..

lots of thingy come up..hew3

but please pray for me..huhuhu

ohmyy..

dunno what to say ekceli~

20 oledyy bhahaha

seyesly said for da past couple years,to be specific,da years I left my nest,

had thought me a lot..had changed me a lot..

sampai tak sedar yang aku dah berubah bit by bit..

sampailahh my bestie tegur..

"do you know how we miss da old u??"

oppsss..is it THAT obvious??

why n how did I changed??toing3

just now I've read a blog..

she said that being 20 means da sesuai nk kawen..

n she said that 1 thing yg buat being org dewasa ni best-->kawen..

haha aku cuma tersenyum..

yeahh..memang kawen tu kind of something yang ditunggu2 kan?

but then,

seyesly it is more than a marriage..

lots of ups n downs..

willing to go thru it??

go on then..

kawen muda is not as easy as it seems to be..

memang..

memang ramai yg dh berjaya go thru it..

n ada sebahagian orang yg siap publicize their lovestory..

thru talks,books,video..

naaaahhh~~all da nice thing..

and then all of us like

"awww!!so suweettt!!"

oh stop it!!wake up!!

stop living in fantasies 

*slappingcheeks

haha gaya cakap macam dah kawen je kan??

well,i am not..

but those yg dah kawen told me dis..

keeps telling me to finish my studies..

*tho i planned to pursue till PhD insyaAllah..xkan la lps tuu baru nk kawen kowt??

keeps telling me how hard da commitments are..

keeps scaring me wif all those spooky things bout marriage..

eeiii kang aku tak kawen betul2 baru tau..toing3

and on the other side,

those yg sokong kawen awal plok..

keeps telling me kawen awal ni best..

keeps telling me to cepat2 kan kawen..

keeps putting me on da clouds..

keeps showering me wif all da kebaikan kawen awal..

maigahh!!

1 thing jea..

even if I want to,,but my parents opposed it,

tak jalan jugak..

theres no other way but to wait for at least another 2 years..

take it or leave it..

haha semudah bicara kata2 kan??

*smirk

btw,macam terlampau overgedik jiddan3 kowt nak kawen at 20!!!ohmyy~

haha kalo fikir yg best semata,itu gedik..

but then..ekceli it is not just that..

lots of reasons..untold reasons..sighh

sorry..

sorry to break your heart..

ahah like sorry seems to unbreak da broken heart kan?uhuk3

We're scared..

We're in doubt..

whether we could be strong or not..

but just recall back what u've said..

"rasa takut jangan hanya disimpan sbg perasaan..tp luahkanlah kpd empunya perasaan tuu"

"andaikata Allah dh tetapkan jalan kita susah,terus doa supaya kte diberi kekuatan n kesabaran"

-doc-

so..be strong..

and pray..

well,don't u know that theres lots of people who wanna see us together??

they did pray for us insyaAllah..

so,what's da reason to turn down our heads then??

chin up and smile..

alahh~2 years je kan??kut..?

errr~~though me too..is scared..toing3

semoga kuat..

wallahua'lam..

1001 Memories : XPDC Mendaki Gunung Nuang'14

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

hey ho hey hoo..

ding dong!!

farah oiyy behave..behave..LOL

assalamualaikum u alls??

wondering kenapakah si colourful happiness ni hepi terlebih??

hmmm,,,jawapannye sonang ajooo..

it's holidayyyy and i'm home now!!!hiksss 

:D

nampak tak senyum lebar di situ??ngeh3
almost 2 months xbalik,,masa untuk lepaskan rindu pada femili!!!!
yeyeahhhh!!

okay xnak buang masa lagi,,cz there's a lot to write!!

jari2 dah menggeletar nk spill out segala yg terpendam dr lubuk hati den ni haa..

hiperbola -_-"

ye laa..asyik duk tangguh2 je nk berbloggie..

esaimens,tests n all those chores,,xsempat nk curi masa..sobsss

first n foremost,nk story morry pasal xpdc daki gunung nuang kat hulu langat,selangor 21-23 mac 2014 rituu..

haaaa..terkezut tak terkezut tak??

me??yang xpernah2 berpengalaman naik gunung hatta bukit,,tetibe nk buat pasai naik gunung??

dah laa xpernah nak rajin turun training cm jogging ke,,cycling ke,,paling extreme pernah ai buat apa???jalan kaki sajooo..okay tipu,,ada je jogging..once in a blue moon..hehe..tapi aigooo farah kau memang sengaja cari pasai..dush3

tipu kalo kata xde ragu2 langsung time buat keputusan nk join xpdc ni..kalo ada pengalaman,at least daki bukit broga ke apa ke,,tuu lain citer..ni nak terus mountain climbing,ngn condition badan yg MEMANG TAK FIT LANGSUNG ni,,haishh..xyakin dpt sampai puncak atau tidok..

plus,seme rumates yg asalnye seme nak ikut join,tetibe tarik diri cz mak xkasi laaa,ad program n so leaving me alone..

nasib baik ad 2 classmates aku join..at least ada la jgk yg kenal kan..

but then,,i'm still wif my decision..lantak lah..yg penting aku nak try..don't bother all those negative thoughts..tak try skarang,,bila lagi??yakin ke pasni punya peluang lg??okay peluang mungkin banyak,,tp will I manage to grab it??who knows what will happen kan??

*angkat bahu*

and aku bukan nk citer pasal xpdc semata2..there's a lot of ibrah from this..really tought me something..ekceli,,many things..

cuma wondering nk story dlm this 1 entry ke,nk buat yg lain..we'll see ;)

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n so that night,around 11.30 pm,around 25 of us set off to hulu langat,selangor..

sesampai je,dah pukul 12.45 am kat kaki gunung ni..then,manage groups(4 boys n 4 girls in a group),all those things like bekalan makanan,khemah etc n set off to campsite yg terletak kt tengah2 gunung tuu around 1.45 am..
haaaa..1 thing yg spesel,,pepagi buta time org tido,,kitorang naik gunung..hoho

at first ktorang kna lalu jalan balak a.k.a jalan lebar yg boleh muat 4WD..ya ampun!!awal2 dah semput oihhh..dy ada 7 checkpoints sepanjang jalan balak b4 ktorang kena lalu jalan sempit yg muat sorang2 je..sampai 1st checkpoint aku dah rase macam nak tumbang terbalik..plus beg berat oooo..

yg bestnya..geng2 laki seme gentlements..dyorang dah bawak beg camping yg bapak punya besar..lagi2 beg palapes tuu..but still,dyorang managed to tambah beban beg aku n beg girls yg sama spesies ngan aku tuu..
ohhoo forget to mention,majority boys yg join ni ekceli from palapes a.k.a askar-to-be der..
memang aku rase macam dah masuk training askar kowtt..

"move!!move!!"
"mental!!mental!!"
aigooooo~~

out of 7 checkpoints,ktorang stop kat 5 checkpoints je..guider cakap dy kagum laa ngn ktorg cz estimated time of arrival (ETA) tu around 4.15 am..tapi ktorang managed sampai awal stengah jam..haaa..ni baru jalan balak tau..blom masuk jalan batu,tanah lagi..
we'll see what'll happen tomorrow..
then,3.45 am tu,,ktorang set khemah,terus tergolek seme xsalin baju apa dah..capek dong..hoho

   konon2 pkul 6 am nk bangun..tengok2 6.45 am kowt baru bangun..solat subuh seme,then prepare for breakfast!!!

ok jap..1 thing la kan..kat dalam hutan ni,,jangan risau..tandas ada di mana2..
kiri dan kanan,sepanjang jalan ada tandas..
*buat senyum senget,gelak evil..hahaha
paham2 la ye..LOL XP

haaa,back to breakfast,ni first time aku join camping yg betul2 camping punya..means independent without any help from teachers or something like that..we hav only our group members..4 boys n 4 girls tuu je..plus the other participants..
kerjasama la utk masak..

1 thing yg saaangat interesting,,ktorang masak guna utensils bebudak palapes tuuu..pakai 'mestin'..yeah,,sooo kecik utk makanan for 8 people..
so alternativenya,masak 2 kali laa..
masak apa???
jeng jeng jeng~~
MEE GORENG!!
n cer teka who's da main cook??
well~~*angkat bahu
alahh..setakat mee goreng nak bangga..ohhooo jangan lupa..ktorg punya ingredients tuu ingat yg kte guna macam masak kat rumah keerr??
totally no no noo..
memang kena pandai nak balance rasa..serba kekurangan bahan kowt..itu xde,ini xde..
tapi yang lawaknye,,licin jgk 2 mestin penuh mee goreng..haha
ekceli habis sebab lapar kan..LOL

ohhooo si berlagak cute tu ekceli our guider..LOL

then get redy,,9.45 am,ktorang set off to da peak of gunung nuang..
"menuju puncak!!gemilang cahaya~~"
ecece nyanyi sket!!hiksss XD

jalan ke puncak ni ada 3 checkpoint..
1.kem pacat-about 1 hour from start..arrived at 10.45 am..kat sini ad something unique tau..tadaaaa

akar besar gedabak..kalo datang ,wajib tangkap gambo kt sini

2.puncak tipu a.k.a puncak impian-kenapa nama dy camtu?sbb kat situ mcm dah xde puncak lain dah..macam betul2 kat puncak..sebenarnya kita kena turun sket,then naik balik,baru jumpa puncaknye..
tapiiiii..ya Allah..punya laa lama mendaki,TAK SAMPAI SAMPAI JUGAK TUH!!
lepas je naik batu tinggi,jalan 2 langkah,dongak,,ya Allah..tingginyooo nk panjat batu ni...lepas naik,,ada lagi dinding batu tinggi..*SIGHH

si askar kat blakang aku ni.."sikit lagi,farah..sikit lagi"..
aku dah fed up,aku balas.."sikit sokmo,jauh lagi lah!!grrr"

haha..padahal aku bukannye kenal mamat askar tu..ondaway tu laa kenal..
namanya ehem..qurratul akyun..means penyejuk mata..
quite a unique name for a boy..thats y aku nk mention kat sini..aww!!haha
one of eifjan,adah,knows him..
xmasal ktorg interbiu sesama sendiri time tuu..ye laa..tactical way to distract ourselves from memikirkan yg jauh lg nak sampai..

1 thing yg aku suka pasal si askar sorang ni,selambat mana pun aku,se slow mana pun aku..sebanyak mana pun aku berhenti,dy xpernah tinggalkan aku sensorang..caring tak??hehe
acanoo bleh jadi camtu??
humm,,bila dah naik gunung beramai2 ni,,ada yg laju,intermediate n slow..

ktorang tergolong dlm grup intermediate..
there're 4 of us..2 boys n 2 girls..
well,bebudak laki usim ni gentlemen blako sbenarnye..tapi sbb he's da one yg stay wif me,dapat credit lebih la sket..kih3
dy carikan tongkat utk ai,,ikat kasut ai yg terkopak,macam princess aww!!,bawakkan beg ai time dah nak tergolek,n of course bagi semangat kat ai..
tapi gaya military laaa..

"move,farah move!!jangan berhenti..go go go!!"
"asal lapar je lembik,asal lapar je lembik..nah sneakers!"..LOL

haaaa..bekeng pun,,caring dy still ada..haha..
more to semangat setia kawan laa ekcelinya..
paling xleh lupa bila jumpa ular ondaway naik atas tu..
naseb laa aku tergerak hati nk stop..then ada pelancong lain passed by,ada ular JUST a metre from me!!
kalo ktorang xbhenti,,aku yg akn jumpa ular tu dulu sbb time tuu aku kat depan 3 org lg tuu..boleh bayang tak apa jd kalo aku xperasan ada ular yg poisonous tuu kt depan???
*sigh

tengah semput pun boleh lagi posing..hehe

then we move on..time ondaway tu,jumpa ramai climbers lain..from new zealand pun ada..seme ramah plok tu..selisih je,,tegur..
at least,haii!! ;)
bila kat laluan sempit,bagi laluan kpd yg lbh utama..
mmg semangat care to each other tinggi kat atas tu though xkenal sesama sendiri..

after about 4 hours naik batu2,,tanah2 tuu,daripada 30 degree sampai laa 90 degree tahap kecuramannye from campsite,,
yes,90 degree..percaya tak??okay tipu laa,85 degree..hoho
plus berapa kali harapan palsu diberikan,,

"nak sampai dah,nak sampai dah".."haa,,dengar suara orang!dekat dah!!"..

akhirnya sampai jugak kat 3rd checkpoint,kat puncak gunung nuang yg setinggi 1493m ataupun 4898 ft niii..

haruslah ada pic kat puncak kan??

that feeling bila jejakkan first step kat peak of da mountain,rasa macam..

"ya Allah..aku mampu rupanya.."

subhanallah..aku xsangka..kalo flasback balik dy punya route to da peak of da mountain,haishh..aku xrasa boleh naik lagi skali..toing3
dengan batu2,selut,kayu2,pokok2..
sampai terkopak kasut,tergelincir tu xyah cakap lah..sampai tergolek2..
baju,seluar,tudung memang dah xnampak rupa dh..comot muka gue,ya ampun!!haha

totally damaged..plus kasut ni bukan utk dibuat climbing pun..kwang3

ktorang grup intermediate ni grup kedua sampai ke puncak..benda pertama yg dibuat,tergolek kat situ dlu,lepaskan lelah,makan sket,then bila seme dah sampai, barulaa photoboom session..hihiksss

geng boys!!
baju merah seme tuu sep palapes..n da one i mentioned b4 is yg duk kat belakang baju hitam pakai spek kat tengah tuu.. ;)

girlssss

around 2 pm,ktorang heading down..memikirkan the route balik,,rse macam xnak turun je..nk duk je kat puncak tu..tapi,,memang impossible la kan..first step,huishh seriauuu!!!
curam giler kowt..awal2 lagi dah tergelincir kat batu 90 degree..malu oihhh!!naseb dyorg seme professional..xde laa gelakkan ai..plus dyorg pun bnyk kali la jgk tergelincir..hihihi

perbezaan antara naik & turun,,kalo naik,,sakit kaki & tangan sebab panjat batu2 tinggi..kalo turun,,dy pressure kat kaki sebab tampung berat badan time turun tmpat curam..kind of menekan tanah..kaki memang rse mencucuk2 dah sakitnya..

tapi yg okay sket,,bila turun ni dy laju la berbanding ngn naik..ktorang sampai campsite around 5 pm,took about 3 hours instead of 4 hours mse naik..padahal ktorang berhenti rehat lama kt kem pacat sementara tunggu amik air..

haaa,cakap pasal air,u bet water supply ktorang apa??
of course xdapat disangkal lagi,da original mineral water laaa..
sedap gilaa..sejuk gilaaa..
rse lagi sedap berbanding yg mineral dlm botol tu..
well,,dah nama mineral water original kan??
btw,no worries psl kesuciannye sbb tmpat ktorg amik air tuu tempat yg tinggi,then mcm tepat punca air mula2 kluar laa..
aahhhh!!soooo refreshing!!!

sampai je bawah,memang terus tergolek kat khemah laa..sempat la jgk terlelap setengah jam b4 bangun balik,mandi,solat seme..

then!!!
satu peristiwa yg memang takkan aku lupakan,aku kena sengat tebuan time lepas solat asar!!
ya Allah seyes SAKIT GILA BAQ HANG!!!
plus aku mana pernah kena sengat tebuan kowtt!!
rasa dy macam kena cucuk jarum,then jarum tu terlekat kat kulit,xleh buang..
ya Allah..tang tu jgk aku nanges..
naseb laaa khemah aku tu paling hujung,jauh ngn tmpat boys,tp dekat ngn khemah guider..
uishh aku nanges mmg semahu-mahu la..xkesah dah apa jadi..muka sembam kat lutut,,hulur tgn kat kawan aku..mata dah banjir dah..
tetibe,rse mcm org picit kuat gila tgn aku,,nk keluarkan sengat dy..part tu yg paling azab..
aaaaahhhhh!!!!!!!
ghupenye guider tu yg take over tgn aku drp kwn aku tu..
huishhh!!seriau gilos kowt bila ingat balik..
sekarang pun ada lagi kesan sengatan tu though dh 2,3 weeks..
balik usim kena inject n sekarung ubat dy bagi..sobsss
what a memory..

tu part yg xbest..part yg bestnya,,seme orang macam caring gila kat aku..si guider ni,nampak aku je,tanya; "tangan okay??".."nak tengok tangan.." haha
lagi 1,si akyun tu pun,,first word dy sebut time jumpa aku, "tangan okay??"
awww!!really rase cm spesel..hihikss
at first wondering cemana dia boleh tau pasal tangan aku..
baru teringat yg mse nk amik wuduk balik kat sungai utk solat maghrib tuu,,dy ada dekat situ masa aku mintak kawan aku tlg cover aku nk amik wuduk..si ainur kwn aku ni boleh plak pi mention pasal aku kena sengat tebuan kt ketua program..n he was hearing us..
well,udoh dy stay by my side sepanjang naik gunung tu kan,,kind of amik berat jgk laa kan??
errr..cam ada something fishy ajoo..LOL
xde lah..he's just my savior..itu je..ngeh3 

malam tu sebenarnya ada campfire..
utk ice breaking seme..
memang best,,hutan gelap gulita,then ad campfire tu kat tengah2..rasa camping sangat!!!!!

but then aku tak larat gila,plus tangan aku cm berdenyut2,aku lari masuk khemah after dinner n solat isyak..
haaaa!!dinner malam tuu ktorg girls masak sardin,,and boys masak nasi..
okay 1 thing aku respect boys grup aku ni,nasi dyorang seyes menjadi sangat!!!
macam masak dlm rice cooker tuh..
memang lulus n thumbs up!!
well,apa nk heran,dyorang dak2 palapes selalu camping dalam hutan,dah reti la survive utk makan..plus mungkin dyorang memang dah reti masak kat umah..
*smirk
oiyyy jangan underestimate bebudak laki tau..kekadang dyorg punya skill cooking lagi dahsyat dr pompuan..
malu sikit boleh???
XD

so alkisahnya aku ni around 10 pm dah tidoq,dyorg kul 12 baru masuk khemah..
tapi aku tido dah xsedar apa dah..
sedar2 je dah pukul 6 lebih..
memang puas gila tido WALAUPUN,,,
sekadar tido atas tanah keras,just lapik khemah..
huh!!bila dah letih n mngantuk,,bagi la tido kat mana2 pun,,memang lena!!
haha

then around 8 am ktorang cooking breakfast..
and da mastercook back in action,wif special menu,,meehun tomyam!!!
haaaaa..sarapan ngn meehun tomyam kauu..mana nak cari??hihihi
benda paling satisfied bila masak,,,bila da cooking licin kena kebas dek perut2 yg kelaparan..
xkira dah tomyam tu sekadar rasa tomyam ,tanpa serai,tanpa daun limau,tanpa bawang yg cukup,sekali hadap,,licin seme!!

mastercook..hihiksss

tadaaa..tomyam paaaling simple..LOL

my teammates..plus guider

around 10.30 am,,we're ready to head down..
aku xnak ketinggalan sangat,,so aku duk depan,at least bila orang potong pun,,idoklee ketinggalan jauh kan..huhu
and once again,my savior tu stick wif me..hihiksss
kekadang sikap gentlemen terlebih ni bahaya kowt..
bisa buat orang cair derrr~~
mana idoknye,tolong patahkan kayu utk buat tongkat,,tolong bawakkan beg though dy tuu dah banyak barang,,tunggu aku though aku slow..
makin buat orang mengada2 tak larat pun ada..
kind of mengharapkan geng askar ni..haha
bad farah is bad..
naseb laaa aku sedar diri..
that,,,,
hummm..hang pikir laa sendiri..kih3
btw kejap je pun dy stick wif me..sebab kan dah lalu jalan balak balik..
lagi selamat laa compared to jalan batu2 tuu..nk turun sorang pn xkesah dah..
aku turun je laa sensorang..relax2 enjoy pemandangan yg picturesque jiddan..ye laa,,masa naik tu tengah pagi2 buta,mana nk nampak scenery..huhu
subhanallah..rse tenang je dgn bunyi2 kat hutan tuu..
relaxing kowt..

nampak tak sungai tu..ahhhh refreshing!!

yang aku tak tahannye,,nama je turun gunung,,tapi ada jugak bukit yg nak kena naik..
huh semput oihh!!!dengan beg berat ngn baju basah segala..adeiii
plus sakit urat,sakit badan macam mak nenek dah aku rasa..hahaha

naik,turun,naik,turun,,after 2 hours,
at last!!!da moment nampak kereta2,yeahhhh!!!!!
DAH SAMPAIIII!!!!
boleh plak aku jerit kat situ sensorang..haha
xpe2,,xde orang kat belakang..LOL

ya Allah..sesampai je,,kaki gue rasa macam nak putus!!!!
rse nak cabut kaki tu then letak kat tepi..
IF AND ONLY IF..
*sigh

after relax2 kt pondok,me n my classmates decided nk golek2 kat surau,sementara tunggu zuhur..
haishh kalo diingatkan,,cara kitorang jalan time tuu macam gaya orang lepas bersalin tuh!!
selangkah..selangkah..hahah
seyes sakit satu badan!!
padan muka kau farah..
sape suruh cari penyakit??
thehehehe

1 thing kan,
though u know how hard it is,how tough it is,but if u just want to do it,u'll face everything in front of u..
u just want to,well,,no reasons pun..
thats da quality of ikhlas maybe??
no need for any balasan..
;)

aku suka pic ni jiddan!! ;)

then around 2.15pm,heading back to nilai..
memang seme xsedar apa dah kat atas bas tuu..
tapi cam rehat kejap je,,mata dah tak ngantuk dah..kaki je mcm mencucuk2 sakitnya..
bonus for me,,sakit kena sengat tebuan..toing3 

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hurmmm..thats all..
sounds simple..
naik gunung,with all da halangan,then turun gunung,with also all da halangan..
but then believe me..
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many ibrah that i got from this xpdc..
n of course i think that i won't get this from anywhere else..

but then this entry ni pun dah berjela..i'll look forward to write on WHAT EKCELI I'VE GOT FROM THIS EXPEDITION later..
really really chonmal chincha berharga..
n i won't forget this for the rest of my life..
my first mountain climbing expedition..

wallahua'lam 
;)