Red Lollipop ~~My CoLourFuL HaPpiNeSs~~ : May 2013

Thursday, May 23, 2013

!!Medic oh Medic!!


assalamualaikum!!
whats up babe??
aku tgk rmai gler post psal interbiu medic usim..
nk tulis jgk lah..haha

well,,rsenye xperlu dah aku nk citer betapa nak nye aku kt medik ni..
jgn tnya nape,,cz dr kecik aku minat!!heheh
sejak sbulan aku goyang kaki kt umah ni,,hidup aku dah mcm zombie!!
makan xkenyang,tido xlena,mandi xbasah..
err~~mcm x je..haha
bkn la smpai cmtu,,tp hati xkeruan sokmo..
most of da time aku tpikir2 kt result aku..doa siang mlm..ya Allah..peritnye menunggu..huhuhu
smpai tahap nangis sorg2 tgh mlm..stiap kali tringat mende ni msti mgeletar 1 badan..
sape xtakut kalo mende tu 1 yg sgt3 diharapkn..

at last!!tepat pkul 2.50p.m 15 mei 2013,,ku dah dpanggil utk interview medic!!!
alhamdulillah!!Tuhan je tau cmane prasaan aku time tu,,bsyukur sgt3!!
but,,
hmm..nape kna ad but??nk hepy,hepy jela..hohoho
adakah ini bermakna pointer aku lepas 3.5??
wallahua'lam..Allah je tau cemana..harap2 cmtu lah
aku pn cari la sumber2 iv n soalan2 contoh iv..
berlatih siang mlm..yelaa,,xsmpai sminggu lg kott iv tu..

hari isnin tu aku,my abah,my mummy n my bro,haziq off to kl lepas maghrib..
asalnye nk p lpas abah balik dr skolah..tp atas sbb2 tertentu,,change of plan!!
lebih kurang pkul 3.30 pagi aku smpai kt menara mpaj,tmpat kampus FPSK usim..
check in hotel n smbung tido,,to gain much energy for big day tomorroww~~

21 mei 2013,,pkul 7.30 pagi aku btolak dr hotel ke fpsk..
lpas mntak restu n psanan dr abah n mummy,,ku jalan kaki p fpsk yg ambil masa lbh kurg 5min from hotel..
dr jauh ku lihat rmai sudah yg bkumpul dpan main door fpsk tuu..
afta greeting everyone,,around 8.30 pak guard sruh kami naik ke 13th floor of fpsk..
briefing sket,,amik attendance n kami di group kn 3 org 1 grup..debarannya ya Allah!!
awal2 lg nama aku dpanggil utk mgantikn yg xhadir..
ku kna interbiu ngn bdk kuliah aku dlu plus sorg bdk dentist.
masuk je bilik tu,,,kakiku bagaikn tergam kt situ smpai la dy kata come!!haha

banyak gak la soalan dy tnya..da lupa sbb neves,,xsmpat nk save..haha
soalan wajib,intro urself..
pastu,why do u wanna be a doc,instead of ur interest
pastu,how do u study,,how many hours,,use textbook or lecturenotes
pastu,ap preparation utk amik course ni,ad tnya senior2 x pasal fpsk..
ap subjek utk 1st year..
pastu dy sruh ktorg bbincang about abortion among teens!!

adoii,,aku bantai aje sume bende tu,..of course la OH MY ENGLISH!!!
paling xtahan jelingan 2 org female interviewer a.k.a lecturers kt fpsk..
tiap kali aku jawab,,jelingan dy menusuk jantung weh!!
dh la part btentang mata ni aku lemah giler..
tu yg ap aku merapu pn aku xtau..
ayat rekaan yg xterancang pn ad..especially part tnya senior,,mane la aku nk ingat on da spot!!
last2 aku bantai je la ap yg tlintas kt fikiran..
smpai geleng2 kpala lak dyorg..ni yg bikin cuak nih!!adoyaiii

tp ayat dy yg last tu aku xtau ap maksud dy sbenarnye..
positive or negative??
"all of u hav big chances here..hope u will be more prepared as there'll be a lot of challenges for u all"
hah..amacam??hmmm
lg 1..
" u all kna tukar cara belajar u all kalo nk survive kt sini..kt sini lecturers just guide..u all kena berdikari"
hmm..yg ni aku dah tau..tp takut gk cz da biasa disuap mse kt skolah n tamhidi..huhuhu

pastu,,lpas setel tu,,aku salam la ngn dyorg..n kluar dr bilik puaka tu!!!hohoho
nk tergelak pn ad..hmm..aku dtg fpsk jauh dr klate,,last2 duk kt situ xsmpai 2 jam!
around 9.45 tu aku balik hotel dh..pkul 11 terus off to klate..
hahaha
semoga aku akan dtg lg ke pandan indah,,sebagai seorang student fpsk usim ;)

hope there'll be good news for me n my lecturemates n my interviewmates n my frenz soon
ameen :)
p/s: cuak giler ble ad rumours yg 85 out of 86 candidates akn bjaya..ya Allah..jdikan aku salah seorg yg berjaya itu..ameen ya Rabb!!

ni la tempat yg aku nk sgt pegi tu..ntah ap la speselnye smpai aku mental smpai cmni..huhuhu
 

Thursday, May 16, 2013

~Sweet n Sour of Tamhidi~

Assalamualaikum !!
It's me again!!!
Today,,aku nk citer pasal my one-year experience in tamhidi of medicine 2012/2013..of cozla tak 100% detail,,maunye sampai subuh pn xabeh tulis..kwang3 XP

Okay,,sbnarnye ad kisah d sebalik kemasukanku ke USIM ni..asalnye aku mmg sangat3 berminat nk study med abroad!!cita2 aku sejak skolah dlu,,to IRELAND!!!or at least ke EGYPT or JORDAN..but,,it ended up wif USIM..hew3..halangan terbesar aku adalah my abah..yep,,MY ABAH..biasanya penghalang anak pegi luar negara ni mak kn,,but me,,my abah..my mummy sokong 100% utk aku pegi abroad..1 more thing,abah aku bkn je xbagi aku pegi abroad,,tp dy xbagi aku amik med!!!oh my~~

At first abah xcakap pape pn time aku isi upu n dy ekcelinye dah tau yg aku nk amik med sjak aku kt skola lg..but then,,A DAY before da interview to egypt,,my abah keluarkn ayt yg mmbuatkn ku TERNGANGA!!!

"hmm..farah ngaji(study) kt malaysia jah la..xpayoh gi luar negara..kt malaysia pn molep dh..nk balik raya payoh..duk dumoh jd CIKGU jah..kalo nk gi interbiu sajo buleh,,tp xleh gi oversea"..like what!??!?!?oh my!!betulke ap aku dgr nih???NOOOOOOO!!!!
malam tu,,mmg xbhenti nanges lah..bayangkn,,aku dah siap sume preparations ke interbiu tp tiba2 jd cmni plop..last2,,aku protes,,kalo skadar interbiu tanpa boleh pegi oversea,,baik xyah!buat sakit hati plak kalo nnti dpt tawaran..huhuhu :'(

start hari tu,,blh dkatakn hari2 aku bdebat ngn my abah pasal advantages jd doc n disadvntages jd teacher..smpai nanges2..(well,,aku seorang yg TERSANGAT mudah keluarkn air mata..wuwuwu)..it's not that jd teacher xbagus,,aku sokong sape2 yg punya cita2 nk jd ckgu..tp kalo dh abah nmamie pn dh ckgu,,adik2 aku pn xde yg minat doc stakat ni,,so,,why shouldn't i be a doc..lgpn aku minat tahap gaban mende2 sains ni..prasan gak,,stiap kali blk kg,,adje ilmu med yg aku share ngn family..hew3

last2,,abah mngalah..abah ckp,, "kalo nk amik medik buleh,,tp kt dlm negara jah.."fuh!!! alhamdulillah ya Allah!!!!xkesahlah dlm negara pn,,asal aku bleh capai cita2 aku jd doc,,sokey la..

so,,hari aku spatutnye pegi interbiu oversea,,btukar jd hari medical checkup ke tamhidi medic,USIM..redha jela..


The day had come..23rd may 2012..hari pendaftaran tamhidi..yg hantar aku pegi usim abah,mamie,haziq n my granny..my granny dr umah my aunt kt damansara..ktorg duk kt umahnye smalamn..ktorg smpai nilai around 11 am..ku keseorangan..xkelihatan kelibat my ex-schoolmates..ku jalani proses pdaftaran kt stadium tertutup nilai..diberi kunci umah kt kolej kediaman nilam court, D-4-1-1..sampai sana,,ku tgk sparuh housemates da smpai..brief pkenalan n off to stadium back..berorientasi slama sminggu..

kami dduk 8 orang 1 rumah,,at first..lepas tu,,sorang2 keluar pegi oversea n other uni supported by mara..

from left : izyan,hasanah,ainul,sofia,sarah,me,liyana



from 8,,to 4..half of our housemates moved out,,leaving us..huhuhu..sedeh mmg la sedeh..tp umah yg padat jd lapang..hahaha (gelak evil XD)

suka duka selama setahun kami berempat,serumah mmg xleh dilupakan..sedih,marah,gembira of coz ad..but,,they have been wif me for whole year!!especially sofia,,my roomate..thanx a lot for da memories babes!!

Afta orientation,me dtempatkn kt tutorial 2..first day chaos,,time pemilihan leader n assistant..no one volunteered to be tm2's assistant..malas mnunggu lama,,ku angkat tangan!!fuh!!first time aku buat muka xtahu malu kt kuliah..kwang3..tugas first aku,,kutip duit..setahun aku jd ceti haram.hahaha..mmg kalut dgn ramai2 mai keliling aku..n aku xsengaja tertinggi suara kt classmates aku..n of coz 1st impression dyorg,,AKU GARANG!!!sori girls..i'm not like that ekceli..hew3

Tutorial 2 of Tamhidi of Medicine consists of 22 people..yg latest punye..
Leader : Mohammad Ikhwan
Assistant : Farah Alwani
Citizens :Mohamad Ikmal,Mohd Safwan,Ahmad Faris,Mohd Luqman,Mohd Ismail Faiz n Mohd Faiz,, Ili Nabihah,Noor Syazwani,Nur Aqilah,Ainun Mastura,Nurul Amirah,Nur Hamizah,Nur Idayu Nadiah,Nursilmi,Maisarah,Nur Asyiqin,Noradilah,Azra,Hanis Ramizah & Ain Sofia ;)
Moved out citizens : Abdullah Zuhdi n Asmaa' Salsabila

first sem,,we're still dlm proses pkenalan,,so we tend to be,,SILENT!oh maii..boring giler weyh dlm kelas ni..everybody seemed to be very NERDY!!budak medik kn...hmm..what to do???xleh nk biarkn cmni..aku pn as an assistant (cehh!!~~) pegi ckp kt leader,rancang cmane nk handle mende ni..bingo!!budak laki pn nk kelas yg bising!well,bising cara kelas la..bkn senyap cm bilik mayat..hurmm..by time,,we can get along each other..sorang2 bdk laki n pmpuan mnunjukkan taring..starting from afiq,ikmal sabah,,then me myself,,silmi n da gang..lama2,,okey,not so bad..i love da improvement ;)

setahun..mybe kedengaran waktu yg singkat..indeed..but dlm wktu singkat tu millions of memories had we made..subhanallah,,i love u guys!!!


lama-kelamaan,,we loved each other n i no longer kesepian at tm2..


last day pic <3<3<3 wif madam azlina

seriously love them much!!!!!!!! :'(

Here,aku study dlm perkampungan Kuliah Tamhidi Medic (KTM) or bak kata Sir Arho,keretapi tanah melayu XD
Consists of 88 citizens n we're divided into 4 tutorials.

so much memories wif em..


kt sini cikgu2 dy sume friendly..yes,,fierce but friendly..sem 1 ktorang amik 7 subjects 
1.Biology by Madam Faaizatul Ahya
2.Physics by Sir Abdul Rahim Hj Omar ( Sir ARHO )
3.Chemistry by Madam Latipah
4.Mahematics by Miss Faeza
5.English by Madam Azlina
6.Arabic by Ust.Naser
7.TUH @ PQS by Ust. Sanusi

sem 2 pn 7 subjects tp TUH xde,ganti ngn ICT ;)
sume ckgu sama kcuali Physics by Madam Syikin,Arabic by Ust A'toa & ICT by Madam Halimaton

wif da sporting ust a'toa

aku paling suka time lab,english n arabic plus ict..because....bleh release tension!!hehe


smart dop???hehehe XP

to describe tamhidi,,just 1 thing that crossed my mind,, EXAMS!!!yes,,kalo sape2 yg berangan nk masuk tamhidi,,get ready guys!!boleh dkatakn EVERYWEEK ad exams or kata lainnye,,QUIZZES n TESTS..oh my,,n bende2 ni la yg mbuatkn aku stress tahap gaban throughout tamhidi ni..gosh!!tp yg positivenye,,kte akn sentiasa study n ilmu tu akn MELEKAT dlm kepala (kalo rajin revise) insyaAllah ;)
aku mmg xleh lupa..boleh dkatakn stiap kali bleh result especially maths,bio n chem,,mutiaraku akn jatuh..nanges la tuh!! ntahla..banyak dosa kut,,tu yg markah rendah..insaf3..hmm

nk buat cemana,,ble dlm proses membesar ni (err,,besar ke??takat tu je saiznye..kah3 XP) ok sambung balik,,kt sini aku olwayzz dkenen2 kn ngn my leader..kecoh 1 kuliah plak tu..adoii!!berasap mukaku kena usik sokmo..lumrah le ketua diusik ngn penolong..kwang3..
but,,,ku xminat dy,,ku minat someone yg ad LESUNG PIPIT!!yep..ntah ap la yg mnarik sgt ngn lesung pipit..but yes,,ku jatuh suka kt org yg berlesung pipit ni..kalo dy senyum,,masyaAllah,,cairrrr!!!eh,,sudah3!!ap nih..huhu..cmne xdosa banyak??duk bkenan kat mamat pipi blobang tuh!!kah3..tp nk djadikn citer,,bdk tu tersenarai dlm dean list utk sem 1!!aku??hampeh!!!sejak hari tu,,ku rasa me n him,,,jauh panggang dr api,,bagai enggang dgn pipit..yelaa..dy bdk pandai,,comel lak tu..ramai la peminat..slowly ku try xlayankan this feeling wlaupn ad la hari2 yg dy buat aku cair tnpa sengaja..huhuhu..bayangkn,,aku kt sini,,dy ada..kat sana,,dy ada..hari2 xterserempak xsah!biasala..lagi kte lari,,lagi dy menyemak dpn mata..olways accidentally ter 'eye-contact' ngn dy lak tu..adoiyaiii..sewel la aku ni..Alhamdulillah,,spanjang cuti final ni,,ku dah mula lupakan dy..xjumpa kn,,kureng la sket rasa tu..hihihi..walaupn kekadang nmpk dy on9 kt fb,,ku jd xtentu hala..chewwah!!hahaha

hmm,,apa lg aku nk tulis ni..housemates dah,,tutorial dah,,kuliah dah,,si dia pn dah..hehe..itu je la kut..

last but not least,,kpd sesape yg nk masuk tamhidi,,nasihat akak,,ceh~~hehe kena kuat semangat,rajin,blh tahan pressure,tahan letih n paling penting,,TAHAN MENGANTUK!!!especially dlm lecture..aduhhh..aku xtau la cmane bdk2 bijak tu blh tahan mata dr tertutup..suara madam2 kt depan tu mmg sedap buat dodoi..hehe..and,,all da best!!!alah..setiap yg baik,,ad buruknye..tamhidi was not that bad,,mmg precious memories of it..setahun je pun..pejam celik dah stahun..hmm..rasa baru semalam ku pakai baju orientasi tamhidi wrna ungu tuh..now,,ku kat umah goyang kaki..heheh
p/s: doakan aku bleh masuk degree medic kt usim yep >.<

I LOVE TAMHIDI <3


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