1st Week of Coming Back to Ireland

Taken by Cik Abe from Galway University Hospital

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Thinking back to continue blogging again because of my first 3 days being here last week. I took an emergency break last April and went back to Malaysia because of a horrible week being warded due to Pernicious anemia, tho I only arrived Athlone in February. Hmm I might want to write another entry regarding that rare disease, especially for Malaysians.

So, I just came back from Malaysia last Friday, and my horrible week started. The first 3 days a.k.a the weekend, I was on a terrible homesick. It was like I never left home before. Tho I already here before. Maybe because I was a bit petrified of old memories being sick here, and also due to the long break. Before taking flights also I cried so much. My husband was reluctant to let me go, yet he gave me his blessings to come here for seeking knowledge, Lillahi Ta'ala.

And the house I am living is wayyy different than what they showed in the website, daft.ie. I don't like that room. It was soooo small that it only fits a single bed and a bit space to go to the door. It doesn't even have wardrobe that I feel my things are way more than the space. Then, the people in the house always bring their male friends, turned on loud music and even cuddling in front of me!

I was feeling terrible of WHY do I come here at the first place, tho I was really enthusiastic to continue my Masters journey again. Then, the landlord was not considerate at all. That time he just came to meet me, then asked for August payment straightly without giving me any note. I mean, that time I only have 170 euro cash and he wants 200 euro. He told me to go to bank to take it out. And that was 8.30 pm! Allahuu.

I asked him to come with me and then I gave him the money.

On Monday, I went to meet everybody in research hub and 1 of my Spanish friend, Sandra dislike what I told her and asked me to get out from there. She even helped to bring me to the office and speak to the officer that I need a room. Before I went there, I met my landlord and told him that I want to move out. He didn't really listen to the problems I am facing in the house and told me to not call him for 3 weeks because he will be on leave. And I was like WHATTTT??!!

In the end, he gave me my 300 deposit but not the August payment. Because I already signed a contract which was merely a form without any rules! Last time I did ask what is the rule that I have to follow, but then he only said, "Oh no, this is just for formality". And now when I ask for money back, he told me about contract. What the...

On Tuesday I was so hectic attending the 2 days compulsary module, and at the same time I need to catch up the experiments with Johnny, an intern that helped me with my project because he is leaving at the end of this week. At the same time I was thinking to just bear the stay for this August before moving out to this new student accomodation. Little did I know, Sandra told my supervisor, Margaret about this when I was in the course. She told me that she will speak to me on Wednesday.

On Wednesday, when I was in the course, I promised to get my things that I left in my previous apartment from the officer. And then I received a call telling me that she couldn't find my things. Again, WHATTT???!! Ya Allah. I feel that the problems came to me non stop!! Not even 1 day here that I didn't cry. Then Margaret called my current landlord, asking for my 200 euro. He didn't like the fact that a lecturer calling him and he finally agrees to give me back my money because he is afraid that university management might know about this and will blacklist him. But I will have to wait for next 3 weeks because he is abroad now. Then I applied to Sandra's accomodation landlord to move in as soon as possible. I went back home and packed up all my things again.

On Thursday morning I called them again because they didn't reply the email yet, and luckily he gave me Sandra's room as she already left for good on Tuesday. But I will still have to move to my real room in September as it is still on renovation. So, I did labwork with Johnny first and then went back to move all my things out. Luckily, Sandra's housemate offered me her friend's car when she saw me taking a huge luggage by foot. Really it was a big help! Alhamdulillah. If not, I might have to go here and there 5 to 6 times or more to finish taking out all my things to this new apartment. But still, my body was falling apart due to taking the heavy things and I just slept early.

Thursday is the 1st day that I didn't shed even a drop of tears. Alhamdulillah things get much much more better now. Even Ashima, my new housemate noticed that I am now more calm than when I came here with Sandra. Yes, I feel so much different. I slept soundly now.

On Friday, it is the last day with Johnny. Alhamdulillah he already tell me everything he has done throughout my leave and hopefully I can now work on my own. I met Margaret and she was happy that I am now okay. She was sorry of what had happened too. 

"You will be stronger going through this, Farah! After this you will go through the research challenges too. Well, later you will know what kind of journey I have gone through to get my position right now😉"
-Margaret-

Yeah, I am more stronger now. And my husband is happy that I am okay now. Last time during the week, he was upset letting me come here and he said he wouldn't allow me to come if he knows this will happen. Well, we didn't know, right? Now I can even draft for my thesis! What a high price to get calm doesn't it?

There goes the first week, and I am still survive and alive, alhamdulillah.

My Way Surviving in Japan

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Hey peeps! Thanks for coming, ya! 

Actually I’m thinking to write a post on this title as a guide for my bestie who is going to further her studies in Japan. She’s kinda lost it on how to survive there, in MAKAN part. Heee ;P. Which I faced the same thing too back then. Cuak kowtt bayangkan nak hidup sensorang kat tempat asing kan? With Muslims being its minority. Of course lack of halal food. So I hope this post will assist her and you on living in Japan!

The ones who helped me a lot for first 2 months ^^

Okay first lemme brief you, I’ve stayed in Japan for around 3 months ++ while doing my internship in an institute as a visiting researcher. I went there alone. Yep alone. I even lost my way and took different train too goshh hahahah. Lucky I arrived Komatsu safely.

The first 2,3 days I kinda got miserable life in terms of daily life management. As I didn’t have any cooking utensils tho I brought food stock from Malaysia. Well, you’ll need hot water for the instant noodles at least, hellooo~~ haha. Then I’ve met Malaysian students there thru a contact from sensei’s previous student. So they kindly cooked for me until I got to borrow some cooking utensils from one of them who is the permanent student.

Okay taknak cakap panjang2, below are some tips to survive in Japan for a student, specialized in MAKAN! Terutama bagi tekak melayu pekat macam ambe. Luls XD

We’ll start with things-to-bring.

1.            The most important thing to survive is to get a contact of fellow Malaysian, especially a Muslim to assist you on living in Japan. He/she will be the information fella for you. Ask as much as you want, every single curiosity that you have, ask em. It will help you a lot in preparing your mental. For example, ask em on how to find halal chicken and meat, also other ingredients. Of course you nak makan ayam juga kan? Tak mampu nak jadi vegetarian. Uhuk3

2.            You will have a very busy life and may get a little time to cook in some days. So it is advisable to bring a lot of ready-to-eat food. I suggest you to bring serunding daging/ayam banyak2, and also sambal bilis tempe pedas. MasyaAllah tu lah benda paling sayang masa kat sana. Hahhaha. Pack banyak2. Then all left is to cook rice. Ada orang suggest bawa lauk Brahim’s tu. Macam gulai ayam, rendang, sambal bilis. But personally it is not so advisable as for me. Unless you memang suka makan lauk2 dia tu takpe la. Huhuhu. Sikit2 okay la kut. Tapi lauk je tau. Bukan nasi goreng tu. :P

3.            Harta paling berharga when staying in Japan were kicap and sos. Sebab kicap dengan sos jepun tak sesuai dengan tekak ambe. Seriously. Plus ambe ni setiap kali makan nasi memang kicap tu wajib ada. So make sure bawak stok banyak2. Then, bawa juga segala rempah2 perencah2 untuk masak. Perencah nasi goreng, tomyam, gulai, kari, sup, belacan, gula Melaka, santan tu make sure bawak. Pendek cerita rencah2 masakan melayu la. Sebab kat Jepun payah nak cari. Senang nak masak. Reti tak reti masak itu lain cerita. Jangan risau.

4.            Cili api jangan lupa oiiiii seyes nak menangis takde cili api kat Jepunnn! They only got dried chillis. Memang la pedas juga tapi tak kaww macam cili api lah. Kempunan sambal belacan wehhh. Haaa kalo dapat angkut stok sambal belacan best gak tuh. Serius.

5.            Stok megi, mihun instant. Haa bawak lah. Bawak bermacam2 perisa. Kadang mmg tak sempat nak masak langsung sebab occupied dengan labworks. Huhu. But I didn’t eat much instant noodles back then. Penangan thesis MSG curry instant noodles. Bau je dah lari jejauh. Haha. Ada juga instant noodles Jepun yang halal tapi berganda la harga sebab dia import dr Malaysia juga. LOL. Nak selamat bawa la sbb basically ada beef stock kan. Huhu

Okay done with yang perlu dibawa. Now yang tak perlu dibawa plak. Sebab semua boleh beli kat sana. Awal2 sampai sana memang banyak la juga duit habis untuk stok permulaan. Tapi besenya sekali beli tu memang tahan sampai 3,4 minggu. Kena testing la dulu sebulan pertama tu stok banyak mana yg korg ngap. Then dah boleh agak la.

6. No need to bring any drink sachets whatever. Milo ke nescafe ke susu ke takyah bawak. Those can be bought at supermarkets. No need to worry on Halal status coz usually they didn’t put any alcohol in drinks. And those drinks come from plants. Wink3. Buat berat beg je bawa semua tu nanti. Banyak benda lain lebih perlu untuk di bawa. Tapi kalo nak bawa Nestum 3 in 1 tu haaa that one is advisable to bring. For me lah. Sebab dedua makan ngan minum dah tercampur sekali. Haha bijak takk..XD

7. No need to bring beras huhuhu. Sebab nasi Jepun sedap sesangatttttt hahahah. I got 5 kgs up by eating Japanese rice everyday luls. Tapi beras Jepun mahal gak ahh. Dah la dua kali masak nasi sehari. Sebab species suka makan nasi fresh baru masak. Thehehehhe

After 2 weeks pun pipi dah mengepauuu XD

8. Takyah bawak bawang, sayur, ikan bilis sebab semua bawang mentah boleh dapat kat market je. Atau dekat van jual sayur murah2. Murah as in murahhhhh. Memang takleh tahan muka excited masa borong barang masakan dekat pakcik Jepun tu. Cuma ikan bilis Jepun takde la sedap sangat. Haha.

9. Biskut2, keropok, snek segala tu pun tak payah bawak. Kat Jepun berlambak2 biskut. Sedap2 pastu murah2 semua. Ugh dah meleleh ayaq liuq teringat kat snek depa. Hahaha

Okay done part ingredients. Now I’m gonna guide on cooking! Tak reti masak? No worries. Tapi kalo tak reti masak langsung tu, bawak2 la belajar basic things in cooking. At least bab goreng, tumis, rebus, potong2 semua tu. Coz from basic things then you can work with your creativity. Tapi takyah la complicated sangat. Bantai je potong tak sama ke apa. Yang penting bila masak boleh makan and sedap pastu kenyang. Ehehehe

1.  Do list of menu that you can cook before you fly. Anything. So takde la takut sangat fikir nak masak apa nanti.

2. Amalkan tengok video recipe simple macam Tasty tu. It helped me a lot tho!

3. Rajin2 usha recipe kalo terasa nak masak sesuatu. Mr. Google kan adaaaaaa. Follow twitter account Tasty tu, Facebook pun sama. Bear this in mind : Anything can be cooked if you know the recipes. And have the ingredients opkosss. Just anything. So no need to worry.

4. Awal2 kat Jepun masa takde cooking utensils sangat, I cooked with rice cooker jea. Seyes rasa tak reti gilaaa masak pakai rice cooker sebab selalu masak dengan peralatan lengkap kat rumah. Pastu kat universiti tak pernah bawa peralatan terlarang masuk hostel. LOL. Tapi rice cooker ni sangat membantu. Especially untuk masak sup2, tomyam semua tu. Masuk je segala ayam bawang macaroni ke buh garam gula pepper semua pastu tunggu je rebus. Siapppppp!! Memang nak menangis bila makan sebab boleh tahan la juga rasa dia walau masak sekadar dengan kekurangan. Haha. Then bila dah dapat electric cooker tu baru terasa hidup skit boleh goreng2, tumis2, buat breakfast french toast bagai. Huhu

5. Work with your own creativity. Bila kat tempat orang, memang duk teringat macam2 makanan Malaysia. hahaha. Creativity will accomplish em. Well, I pernah buat projek nasi kerabu, nasi lemak dengan member kowttt. Bahan2 takde la cukup pun tp menjadi la jugekkk. haha. Penat experimenting dalam lab, sambung experiment dekat dapur la pulak. Seyes enjoy ngat. Part paling enjoy bila makan tu rasa dia sedap walau mula2 macam tak yakin menjadi.

Awal2 hidup kat tempat orang memang la rasa down juga. Lagi2 nak survive sensorang. Tapi JANGAN LAYAN PERASAAN TU SANGAT. BE TOUGH! Jiwa mau sado banggg. Cuba untuk tak menangis. Bertenang, figure out things. InsyaAllah things will get better day by day.

Yet I’ve got questioned by some people. “Kalo dah kau duduk kat tempat orang, belajar la makan makanan depa. Sampai bila nak bergantung dengan makanan melayu?”

Pehh deep. Tapi tak dalam mana pung. Okay camni, ada ke I cakap tak makan makanan Jepun tu? Makannnnn lahhhhh. Banyak species masakan, snek, kueh, masakan tradisional yg kita boleh makan. Siap jadi fav lagi. Tapi tu lah, nak beli sokmo setiap kali waktu makan, bankrap la cik oiii. Kalo masak sendiri ni tersangatlah jimatnya haa. Terjamin halal lagi.. Kan? ;)

Sensei belanja sushiiiii aummmm!!!

Ahh yes Japan is a heaven of snacksssss!!! Seriously Japanese snacks berhantu sehhh. Banyak pilihan and sedappppp. Tapi AMARAN KERAS! Make sure check the ingredients. Hafal at least perkataan ‘buta niku’ (pork)豚肉, ‘niku’ (meat)肉 dengan alcoholアルコール. At least 3 perkataan ni. Kalo dpt hafal perkataan ‘nyukazai' (emulsifier) tu lagi bagus. Basically perkataan kanji ni memang wajib hafal, then senang nak gi shopping. Jangan risau, bila dah berkali2 tengok tu, sepintas lalu dah boleh detect perkataan tu bila tengok ingredients. Complicated? Tak lah. Sebab dah jadi tanggungjawab kita untuk cari makanan bebas benda tak halal. Wink3 ;)

All in all, living in Japan was just great. Not so much hard effort on surviving, insyaAllah.

Maybe that’s all for now. If there’s any add ons, will give ya later naa. All the best in Japan! Have fun! Ahh missing Japan so much.

Love,

Amoy.

102 Days

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Pehhh tetiba kekok nak menulis. Last entry bulan 8 kowt hahaha. And I know the title is somekind of poyo (proud of your own).

Yet just bear that okay? hihihi

Sebenarnya tetiba aja teringat kat blog. Seyesly tetiba. Alang-alang mood dah datang, layankan aje la kan.

hmmm...

Yes, I'm an MPP a.k.a SRC now. In fact, it's 102 days already. Yeah, memang aku kira day by day. Siap buat diari harian kowt. Atas saranan le roomate, SB. Okay juga sebenarnya, as almost everyday kowt ada aja kes yang berlaku. Cuti ke tak cuti ke, exam ke studyweek ke tak kira masa. Ada je benda yang jadi. As for my part la sebagai Exco Akademik & Pembangunan Intelektual ni haa. Geng biro lain, lain pula ceritanya.

Kali ni nak belanja gambar jea. Hmm abehlaa kalo geng MPP tau aku punya blog ni. hahaha

Poster PRK. Cantek kan?? I know. hahahahh

Yang ni geng MPP FST. Yang lawaknya, semua menang. Major faculty in MPP lerr jadinya.

Preparation untuk malam manifesto. Jammed oii kepala otak hari2 macam ni.

Malam manifesto. Kerja gila oii bercakap depan orang ramai tengah bersorak2. Dah laa bantai cakap Jepun..haha

MANIFESTO AKU APA??

"MEMANTAPKAN MANIFESTASI INTEGRASI ILMU NAQLI & AQLI"

1. Akademik : Terus membina intelektual warga USIM agar dapat diimplimentasikan dalam kehidupan seharian.
2. Kesukarelawanan : Memantapkan penggabungan nilai-nilai Islam dan nilai-nilai murni dalam setiap aktiviti yang dijalankan.
3. Projek pembangunan mahasiswa : Melahirkan mahasiswa/i yang lebih aktif dan produktif.

Bila dah jadi MPP dan pegang portfolio masing2, kami gabungkan semua manifesto dan terlahirlah visi dan misi MPP USIM 2015/2016.

Done manifesto night with FST team.

Rapat umum. Sis feeling terlebih. hahaha. Masa ni lari kejap dari seminar iChemS'15..toing3

Geng calon umum dari FST. bersama my bestie.

Rapat umum seyesly mampu hilangkan suara. uhuk3 need strepsils!

Masuk TV. Yang ni precious. haha

Team poster Farah Alwani. Calon UMUM No.5. kih3

First time being a moderator. New experience. Again.

Hari mengundi. With le batchmates. Calon MPP pun rakyat USIM juga..haha

Wednesday 21st October 2015 marks the first day as MPP.

Dan harini, 30 Januari 2016 marks 102 days.
 Bermacam benda yang dah buat, dah lalui, dah kena pada diri. Kes, isu, hentaman, sakit mental, air mata, semangat, pujian, makan grand, blazer, namecard, specialities.
Nak sebut setiap satu tu memang xhabes la kut. Cuma yang pasti penuh kepahitan dan kemanisan. Penuh air mata dan ketawa.
Tapi, itu yang special. ^^

Yang paling susah bila aku kena tukar style penulisan aku..haha
Daripada style funky toing3 akuu tuu kena tukar jadi formal baq hang!!
New thing gilaa bila kena tulis pakai satu titik je..xboleh titik banyak2 macam yang aku tengah tulis ni..haha..pastu tak boleh ayat funky2..kena buang terus aku punya toing3 hahaha..
Yes, those matters..alahaiii

Hari watikah perlantikan MPP.

Nuna & Nazrul. Teammates Biro Akademik & Pembangunan Intelektual.

Cuma yang aku boleh komen, kalo korang taktahu apa yang kami lalui, at least tolongla jangan bash. Seyes yang tu sangat sakit. Kami nak tolong kita semua sebagai pelajar, support la sikit..sobsss
Lagi sakit bila yang bash tuu orang yang pernah ada kat position ni juga.
Aneh.

Tapi, semua cadangan penambahbaikan sangat dialukan. Sebab mungkin ada yang kami tak tersedar kan..
Perlu untuk check and balance.
Douzo~

With SekreMPP time KemPRO haritu. kerja tak jalan oii takde depa nii..

Aku paling pegang kata-kata YDP ( tho selalu je gaduh sebab aku keras kepala sikit nak terima arahan..hahahhh)

"Jangan fikir nak beat mantan. Jangan fikir nak beat sape2. It's you who you should beat. Beat the old you."

"Bersyukurlah andai kamu berasa penat. Itu bermakna kamu buat kerja. Itu bermakna kamu jalankan amanah. Kamu patut risau kalau kamu rasa relax. Something is needed to be checked on."

"Kalau seorang dua pun susah nak handle, cemana nak lead USIM towards better future? Be a good senior. Guide them. Show them the vision. Then they shall see the passion."

Huhuhu..YDP never fails to impressed me with his words. Inspiring much. Bisa tangkap leleh ooo kalo sesi heart to heart ngn dia. Dan aku tak percaya aku tengah puji YDP. Kah3
Benda betul kan? Lek aaa.

Soaring Upwards!

Hmm..still a long journey to go through.
Baru 102 hari berlalu. Banyak lagi hari yang nak kena lalu.
Mohon doa daripada semua untuk aku dan geng MPP yang lain terus dapatkan kekuatan dan dapat jalankan amanah dengan sebaik mungkin.
We need you guys.

"BERSAMA MEMIMPIN PERUBAHAN"


Wallahua'lam.

Travel Diary~ 2 Days in Thailand

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Hey peeps!

Ohayou gozaimasu!

Arunsawad!

hmmm..just got back from Negara Gajah Putih..apa tu?

Thailand opkosss~

oh yeah ekceli xjauh mana pun..over river Golok je..hahahh

tapi kali ni special sebab I've stayed there for 2 days..

lagi luas laaa pemandangan dia, pemerhatian bout kehidupan org2 di sana..

Ekceli dah lama nak bertandang ke sana dgn family..tapi asyik tangguh2..ambo pun bukannya selalu cuti pn kan..last2, plan ngn ciksu n poksu utk pegi je sana sorang..senang..haha

so, 170815 tengahari, ciksu datang amik den sesambil pickup hokkaido cake utk servis delivery dy..

and then, benda first yg nak kena settle, hal2 imigresen opkosss..

aku perhati je org2 kat situ buat keje..hihi

scan muka, cop2, etc..

pastu, masuk Thailand, pegi tolong dy hantar those hokkaidos kejap, then head for SOMTAMMM ohyeah ohyeahhh~

Somtam ori Thai mari ni seyesly pedas gilos nak pengsannnn!!

sambil makan, sambil lap air mata, sambil lap hidung..hahahhh

tapi addicting oihh!

suap punya suap,,dahh abess..haha

haa yang ni pulakkk,,species kulbelog tu haaa..tak pun,,cataim tu..hiksss

cumaaaa..yang ni bekas dia gedabak besauuu..mau kembung perut nak habiskan..

tapi sebab pekena dgn somtam tuuu,,haa berbaloi laaa..

dah laa harga dy 300 baht je..kalo kat sini, kulbelog 1 cup kecik cenonet tuu je dah RM3..

ish3

then, balik rumah ciksu dekat Lubuk Sama..

first time jgk sampai rumah dia nii..rumah kampung style laa..

tp best sebab keliling rumah banyak pokok buah..nak menitik ayaq liuq oiyy tengok buah2 tuu..pehhhh

duk kejap tu,,borak2, then solat asar,, aku ajak ciksu gi cari handbag n pijamas..
first, pi tuka duit dr RM kepada Baht dlu..
tuka RM60, dapat 501 Baht jea..rugi RM9..sobsss

tapi part ni best!!
omaigoddd boleh gila seyes tengok pijamas comey2 kiut2 tuuuu!!
aku sendiri pun,,sekali nak yg ni..pastu nak yang tuu..pastu ehhh yg ni pun cantikkk!!
haha pompuan bila dah shopping..
 last skali aku hangkut bawak balik pijamas 200baht a.k.a RM20..

pastu pi shopping handbag untuk Ikanur EIFJAN..tapiiiii!!!!!! sis pun tergoda sama nak beli handbag..haha..ya ampunnn! naseb baik iman kuat lagi..hahahh

pastu pi ronda2 bandar Golok ngn ciksu n sepupu ceq,Danial..
naik moto aje, helmet tak yah ada pun xpe kat sini..dyorg xpentingkan sangat tep helmet..sbb dyorg nak tengok muka,kut2 pengganas ke apa kan..

cakap pasal pengganas, korang boleh nampak askar ada di mana2 sajaaa.. bawak senapang besar..pakai baju tebal2..ishh kesian pun ada..mesti panas kan..huhu
tapi, dah kerja kan..tho ada orang pernah cakap..

" Jangan cakap tu KERJA..nanti awk rasa terikat dengan manusia..
Sebaliknya, cakap tu AMANAH..so awk akan rasa terikat dengan Allah, buat kerja kerana Allah..insyaAllah.."

pastu pada malamnya,ciksu ada share cerita pasal kawannya yg terpaksa kawen selepas termengandung di luar nikah..
pada awalnya agak terkedu sebab tak pernah counter hakikat camni ngn orang sekeliling kan..bese dlm novel, dlm drama camtu jela..
huhu..
pastu yang lagi sedih,,bila si suami yang dulunya berterabur janji2 manis diberi, tetibe lepas kawen, sanggup jadi kaki pukul isteri..
Allah..sanggupnya kan?
membuatkan aku jadi takut nak kawen..

well, opkos laaa Allah kata lelaki yang baik untuk perempuan yang baik dan sebaliknya..
tapi,,hmm ada jugak tertinggal sedikit sisa2 insecurities tuu kan..
rasa takut tu ada la jugak..tak sanggup nak bayang kalo benda ni jadi kat diri sendiri..huuuu naudzubillahi min zaalik..

okay done lah hari pertama..
move to second day yeahhh!!

second day, start dengan bila berkumandangnya azan subuh..
first time dengar azan subuh yang disahut oleh anjing..
yes, anjing..
membuatkan aku terfikir, bahawa haiwan pun punya fitrah sebagai hamba Allah..
kita?
seringkali lupa..
Allahuakbar..astaghfirullah..

lepas tu, aku menyaksikan ciksu menguruskan anaknya untuk dihantar ke tadika..
terus, apa yang special? bukannya tak pernah lihat mak kita uruskan kita ataupun adik2 sebelum ke sekolah kan?

haaa..
yang specialnya, bila ciksu ku yang berusia sama denganku, menguruskan anak!!
dari kejutkan Danial dari tidur, mandikan dia, pakaikan dia baju..
ya Allah..seorang ibu pada usia 21 tahun..
aku? bersediakah aku?
sudah sanggupkah aku menempuh kehidupan itu?

Airilshah Danial ;)

cehhh kalo kawen nak pulak kan?urus anak?
haaaaaaaaa~~~~
kalo masih ragu2 dengan diri berkenaan hal yang itu, baik fikir semula..siapkan diri semula..
INGAT! suka baby tak bermakna pandai menguruskan baby..tahu menguruskan baby tak bermakna mampu menjaga anak..
jeng jeng jeng..
bukan semudah itu uols..bukan semudah itu..
saja nak menakutkan kan..haha
pastu kan, bergaul dengan geng ibu2 muda ni, kebanyakan masa mereka bercakap berkenaan anak masing2..berkenaan susu, berkenaan pencapaian anak..anak yg ini dah boleh baca ABC..anak yang ini dah boleh baca Alif Ba Ta..
omaigooodddd rasa macam aku jauh lebih muda kalo nak dibandingkan dengan mereka walaupun kami sama umur..
rasa macam, dunia apa yang aku masuk ni?
aaaa ai kenot brainnnnn hahaha

tu tak termasuk lagi bab mengurus rumah tangga sendiri..
seyesly said, walaupun kau pandai masak, walaupun kau pandai kemas rumah, dia tak akan pernah sama bila kau perlu uruskan rumah sendiri.
kerana kau masih punya queen of the castle iaitu your MOM..ada certain perkara yang kau masih bergantung pada ibu..
tapi, kalo kau uruskan rumah sendiri, kau bertanggungjawab SEPENUHNYA..yes of course under your husband jugak laa..sebab dia yang paling atas kan..

ishhh panjang pulak bab rumahtangga kan..haha

pastu,pergi ronda2 naik moto lagi..
seram jugak sebab jalan2 kat sini memang dipenuhi motor..pastu agak risky sket..
kalo xberani, xboleh nak survive sangat kot..huhu
ternyata, kehidupan warga tempatan ni majoritinya bergantung kepada motor walaupun mereka punya kereta..

mungkin senang bergerak kot..
sampaikan motor tu kalo boleh sampai ke dalam kedai pun nak masuk..haha
urusan jual beli tuu hanya diadakan sambil duduk atas moto jea..

haaa nak cakap apa??hahahah

untuk hari ni,kita mula dengan makan Kau Man Kai..
haha mende apa lah tu kan??

nasi ayam je sebenarnya..hahahhh
pastu, makan durian selat plakkk

jeng jeng jeng sedap baq hangggg..rasa dia masam2 manis giteww..
aroii ching ching!!
ahaksss

pastu, sambil makan tu, sambil layan tv thai yg aku xpaham sepatah haram,,haha,, sambil tu jugak laa bersharing moment dengan ciksu..
tanya2 skett apa perasaan kawen muda ni kan..
dan jawapan yang diberikan tuu mengejutkan jugak laaa..

ciksu cakap, tak best sangat punn kawen muda..
setakat menghalalkan hubungan, pastu ada teman hidup, pastu ada orang jaga..
elehhh awal2 jea best katanya..lama2 dah jadi biasa dah..hidup diteruskan..rutin diteruskan, dengan bebanan tanggungjawab yang makin bertambah..

nasihat ciksu lagi, habiskan belajar dulu..enjoy dulu hidup single ni..kita baru 21tahun..panjang lagi jalannya, insyaAllah..
yang penting, berbakti kepada parents puas2 dulu..
elehhh boleh je kan berbakti pada parents walaupun dah kawen?

iyaaa tak dinafikan..tapi dah tak sama..
TAK SAMA..
;)

Pastu, kami bersiap untuk lunchhhh!!
tapi sebelum tuu aku ajak ciksu photobomb di rel kereta api yang dah di transform jadi kawasan rekreasi..sebab ciksu cakap dulu tu rel keretapi yg datang dari Malaysia..sekarang kan dah takde..so, dimanfaatkan laa rel ni..

nah belanja gambar skettt!!

pastu,, perut pun lapar, heading to Chim chum restaurant!!
kita berbakar2 lah tengahari ni..

for RM15, we got thissss..
dekat 2 jam jugak laa bertapa dekat restoran ni..hahahh

tadaaaaaaa mau pecah jugak aaa my tummy..haha

kekonon pandai buat somtam je tuuu..hahahh

 lepas melantak tuuu,, time to head back to Malaysia..cehh bajet jauh gilos je kan melancong..kah3

tak kisah lahh..yang penting apa yang kita dapat kan..
betullah orang kata jauh perjalanan luas pemandangan..
kena banyak2 masuk dalam kehidupan orang lain, selami kehidupan orang..
so that kita boleh ambil pengajaran, dan keluar dari zon selesa..
bukan sekadar selesa di rumah sendiri semata-mata..

Buka mata..buka minda..buka hati..

Wallahua'lam..

USIM's 2015 VC Cup English Debate

Bismilahirrahmanirrahim..

hey hey hey!!!

fuuuuhhhh dah lama gian nak menulissssss yeahhh..

banyak dah isu yang terlepas..

debat ni pun dah sebulan lebih berlalu..haha

bizi ya ampuunnn!!

minggu ni pun sama je bizinya..

tapi tetibe dapat cuti free plak hari ni..lab cancel..

perasaan dia macam hilang hala tuju hidup jap..xtau nak buat apa..haha

tho ada lagi midsem test yg x settle..adoiii

mengadap nota pun macam tengok kayu..

xde feeling langsung..aiyoyooo

then..bingo!

blogging ah..hiksss

okaaayyy lemme recap back what had happened during that VC Cup Debate atau lebih dikenali sbg Debat Piala NC kategori bahasa inggeris yg lalu..

pada mulanya..aku hanya join meeting Kelab Debat dgn sekretariat fakulti utk cari peserta..in the end,dah xde wakil sgt drp fakulti aku,n prof pun dah bising ckp sepatutnya kita kena la hantar wakil kategori english tuu..aku pun,,ahh try jelah..

WALAUPUN!!

aku zero pasal debat..

pertandingan debat pun xpernah tengok sepanjang hidup atas dunia ni..

ada hati lak tuu nk masuk debat..haha..

tapi,entahla..

kenapa nekad sangat pun xtau lah..

lepas sign in nama baru ada lg 1 team international students nk join..

sokay aaa ada 2 team utk english..

Debat NC ni berlangsung selama 3 hari, 12-15 Mac 2015..

yang lawaknya..

team aku,FST B tertubuh secara tidak sengaja..

xkenal rapat sangat pun dgn teammates sendiri..

Recalling back on how we became teammates,rasa nak tergelak pun ada..haha..

Accidentally jd team..sorang dr foodbiotech,sorg dr fizik gunaan,n me with that tall guy,from chemistry..

BUT,,we hav nice chemistry together u know..sorang laju brainstorm,sorang nice in explanation,sorang good at being calm n sorang being bold n sarcastic..making our team kukuh mcm hydrogen bond..gitteww~

Team FST B from left : Azeez, Ikhwan, Me, Nuha

among those 4 people,aku ngan Nuha xpernah berdebat sebelum ni..

mmg newbies sangat laaa..

thanks to our trainer,Wani Malek or usually called Walek..

dia laaa yang train ktorang dari A-Z..

seyesly A-Z..

oh tak lupa nak mention..

we trained for only a week!!

which is not literally a week..

xsampai pun seminggu..

3 hari belajar theories bout debate,

on the debate's terms n regulations, how to give rebuttals, POI or points of informations, (which aku xpernah dengar mendealah tuu sblm ni..haha) , on how to be 1st speaker, 2nd speaker, 3rd speaker..then 2 hari berlatih debat..

bayang aaa..

drp xtau pape langsung kn..

mmg high speed learning aaaa..

fuhh well done to my brain..wink3!

masa penetapan speaker time training tuu,Wani suruh ktorg cerita pasal shoes,holiday,sports..then dia kata aku sesuai jd 2nd speaker which quite skilled in rebutting..

aku pun xtau macam mana dia nilai..

well,she has the highest rank in the debate club kowt!!

mmg sifu sejati laa..

semangat dia dalam ajar ktorg tuu,,mmg aku salute..

pujian ttg kitorg xlepas dr bibir dy..

asyik2 "well done!","nice!", "good job!"

kadang2 aku pun ragu2,,betul ke good job?haha

si Nuha sesuai jd 1st speaker,Ikhwan 3rd speaker and Azeez 2nd speaker..

mmg nampak laa perbezaan cara penyampaian kami..mungkin sbb tuu kut Wani set ktorg camtu..

fuhhh let's prepare mentally n physically for our first day babehh!!

...

-FIRST DAY-

Oh dear!dari pagi aku dah berdebor dah nk tunggu preliminary round petang ni..

first time nk debate kowt weyy!!!

there were 5 rounds of preliminary round..

first, kami semua gi ke motion room dulu..utk dengar dyorg bacakan motion ataupun usul..

then our runner will lead us to da debate room..

we have 30 minutes to discuss n prepare..

including masa berjalan2 cari bilik debat tuu..

xsama mcm debat BM n BA yg usulnya diberi seminggu sebelum lawan..

1st ROUND : THBT national police forces should implement quotas to reflect the nation's racial diversity.

(Swings vs FST B)

(Opposition)

Utk 1st round ni aku participate as 2nd speaker sbb azeez ada lab masa tu..kena bergilir laa sbb 4 org kan..

at first macam keras sket kepala otak nak cerna motion..

macam lambat sket..haha..

tp alhamdulillah keluar jgk points..toing3

n then,

kitorang MENANG !!! yeayyyy!

kira pembakar semangat laaa first round ni ktorg menang kan..

(always bear in mind ktorg xpernah debate kay..haha)

paling tak percaya,,,

I WAS THE BEST SPEAKER!!!

ohmygod!!

memang bertambah2 terbakar laa semangat..haha

dah kurang dah rasa takut nk debat tuu..

toing3

2nd ROUND : THW ban all commercial that promote stereotypical norms of beauty and faminity.

(FST B vs FPQS B)

(GOV)

round kedua ni dah start lambat dah..pukul 6 cmtu dah..

kali ni azeez plak yg jd 2nd speaker..aku stepped out..

tapi yg ni memang lawak aaa..si ikhwan tuu as 3rd speaker boleh lak buat aksi xsenonoh masa debat..dy tiru aksi drp iklan pompuan makan aiskrim n terlajak laris tuu..

aku kat belakang dah gelak pecah perut dah masa tuu..sampai terkeluar2 air mata..adooiii haha..

1 thing yg unique bout our 3rd speaker ni,,mimik muka dia..

sangat sarcastic,bold n ayat win!

mmg terbaik ahh..

tapi team FPQS B ni semua cantik2 ayu2 belaka..aku perasan gak si mamat nigeria tuu tergugat..dia amik semua POI drp pihak lawan..

adoii berat nanang sungguh..haha

masa hari terakhir,agak terharu bila team FPQS B ni puji cara ktorg debat..debat ngn ktorg paling fun walaupun hot..

woww kembang semangkuk..haha

tp seyesly nice knowing them..

and yang ni pun kami menang alhamdulillah..

balik tersengih laa..

tapi debaran utk esok lagi dahsyat..

3 rounds to go thru..

with Aainaa Mardhiah..one of the best debaters in USIM.

...

-SECOND DAY-

Hari kedua..hari paling sakit gak aaa..

konflik berlaku..

bilamana kami kna pilih antara aku ngn azeez utk jd speaker kedua..

bilamana si azeez tu tak percaya pada aku utk take the position..

"u can do it??are u sure??"

perghh sampai sekarang aku ingat ayat dia..

nampak sangat perlekehkan aku..

tau laaa aku first timer..dia dah pernah ke peringkat national mse kat nigeria nuuu..

tapi kalo aku x amik peluang ni,,cemana nk improve kan..

huhuhu seteghesss!!

3rd ROUND : THW ban foreign investors from purchasing urban residential real estate.

(FKP A vs FST B)

(Opposition)

yang ni aku berkeras jgk nk take da position as 2nd speaker..

round ni lawak sebab walaupun panas sidangnya,tapi ayat2 pedas tuu buat nak tergelak laa jugak..

paling tak tahan bila main kenegerian plak kat situ..

memang lepas abes debat tuu kami pakat bantai gelak laaa..

1 thing aku suka bab debat,bila kitorang macam gaduh dalam sidang je..

tamat je tempoh debat,keluar je bilik debat,macam kamceng je..

niceeee..

tengah in tense tuu..haha

tapi seyesly emotionally unstable..

and..

kami kalah..

aku tau dia macam nk menyalahkan gitu..

duk pandang2 aku..

aku punya stress,

termenangis kat situ jugak..

paling sedih bila nangis sambil makan weyy..haha

nuha,wawan,wani seme dah panik dah..

wani duk bg kata2 semangat laa kat aku..

pastu,dan2 lak team swings cari org utk ganti..

well,swings ni wujud sbb xcukup bilangan team utk lawan..

xeffect pape pun even menang..

aku pun,,rasa nak lari dari si azeez jap..

xboleh tengok aaa muka dy..rasa terbakar..

punya laa minta izin ngn wawan sbb dy mcm xbagi aku pegi..

sbb aku jenis laju brainstorm

rasa tak bertanggungjawab pun ada..

tp I needed my own space jap mse tu..

join gak team swings utk round 4.

4th ROUND : There's a potion which can stop you from falling in love..TH as an 18 yrs old Would take the potion.

(FST B vs FPG)

(FPSK C vs Swings)

kali ni lagi teruk..bila xkenal langsung teammates swings kan..

lagi2 lawan geng medic uuu..

memang main hentam jela..

tapi aku tersemangat lak bila ckp bab chemistry kan..

walaupun hancur sket,,WE WON!!

oh my..aku xcayaa..

yg dahsyat bila team FPSK xdapat nak terima dyorg kalah..

boleh plak gi pertikaikan dekat judge mse tu..

masa tuu baru nak terangkan apa stand dyorg bagai..mana nak valid dah kan..

kesian jgk dekat judge..

dia dah buat keputusan kan..

aku yang pada asalnya nk approach judge utk minta tips utk improve,xjadi dah nk minta sbb dyorg tgh hot sangat..aku pun blah laa..

rasa nk cakap je kat judge..bagi jela dyorg menang kalo nk sangat..

tapi xberani laa nk campur hal rumah tangga orang..

biarlah dyorg settle sendiri..

adoiii..

aku pun terus pegi cari team aku..masa tuu mmg baru sedar laa aku sayang team aku jiddan3..xboleh aaa masuk team yg tak sekepala..

sbb kte dah tau cara masing2 berfikir kan..

unfortunately..FST B kalah..huhu

kesian gak dkt si Azeez tu..

nampak sangat nak menang..

aku dah warning awal2 dah,don't put too much hope..takut kecewa nanti..

paling penting,kita datang sini sebab nak belajar..

menang kalah lain cerita..

tp dy xnak dengar..

yg si wawan ngn nuha tu dah berundur2 ke belakang dah takut aku meletup..

sebab aku punya panas baran ni dah terkeluar abes dah sepanjang join debat disebabkan mamat tu..aiyooo..

berapa kali dah meletup..ishh

cuma yg okaynya bila bab discussion tuu kami boleh laju..

bab nk set 2nd speaker jea xsefahaman sket..huhu

then..

final preliminary round ni pun aku bagi dia je..

tak hingin dah gaduh,,penat ah..

nak sangat join kan..join je laaah kn..

aku tukang brainstorm idea je kali ni..

mentang2 x take the seat,laju plak kepala otak aku brainstorm..haha

nicee..

5th ROUND : THBT elected politicians and their families should be forced only to use public health and educational service.

(Tamhidi C vs FST B)

Masa ni paling panas aaa antara debat2 sebelum ni..

macam mengarut sket cara pihak gov buka kes..aku kat belakang tuuu mmg meronta2 dah nak bangkang skali..xsenang duduk dah..our runner pun sama sbb dy bekas peserta VC Cup Debate tahun lepas..haha

semangat jiddan2 aku bg tips POI n rebuttals secara curi2 kat belakang judge..haha

oppss!!jangan maraaaah..hihi

and as expected..we won this round..sebab gov salah faham kes..adeiii..

balik tuu,,capek dah..

penat mental fizikal..

dah abes 5 rounds..3 menang,2 kalah..

okay laa tuu..

xde laa taruh harapan tinggi nak masuk quarter final..

sebab sampai tahap ni pun dah bangga sangat2 dah..

tapi..

esoknya..

...

-THIRD DAY-

kami layak ke quarter final..

OW EM GY!!

tak cayaaaa!!

kena lawan lagi la ni maknanya ek..

haha

Quarter Finale : THW sentence repeat offenders to life imprisonment.

(FST B vs FKP A)

utk quarter final ni macam teruk sket sbb aku amik position as 1st speaker..mcm kureng reti sket nk counter kes..aiseyy..

yg si azeez as 2nd speaker lak,boleh plak dia salah faham definition..

boleh plak dia gi lawan definition gov..memang cari nahas laa..

the judges dah geleng2 kepala dah..

aiseyy..

si wawan as 3rd speaker pun mcm blank dah..sbb kami xsangka si gov tuu pandai sangat kecikkan kes sampai kami pun xterjangka..lari abes aa isi2 kami..huhu

last day..quarter finale..

seperti yg dijangka..

perjuangan kami dalam VC Cup Debate berhenti setakat quarter final..

tapi..seyesly xsedih..

sebab ni pun dah jadi pencapaian terbesar dah buat kami..

first timers sampai quarter final yaww!!

I am proud of my team yeyeahhh!!

tapi..yang sedihnya bila dah xtau bila lagi nk join debat..

takkan laa nak sia-siakan ilmu sepanjang seminggu menuntut ni kan..

fortunately wani keeps encouraging us to join debate club..tengok dyorg berlatih..boleh berlatih sama nanti..

tapi tuu lah..

kebizian melanda sampai xsempat langsung nak singgah bilik KD..huhu

haa..itu lah dia kisah aku dengan debat..

xserik pun join walau pada mulanya xtau pape..

walau kalah..

sebab ilmu tuu laagi berharga..

mungkin sbb aku first timer..tuu yg xharap menang sangat..

those yg mmg dah pernah gemilang dlm dunia debat,,mmg nampak laa nak menang..

macam kerdil je lawan those people..huhu

tengoklah nanti..

ada rezeki,boleh join lagi..hiksss

insyaAllah..

FST B with all the judges..sporting kowt..nak je snap piccas ngn weols..hehe

Our runner..

haaa..the middle one is our trainer,Walek..hangout wif geng FST B..

okay then..

that's all..

congrats to u who keep reading till the end..

err iya ke??haha

wallahua'lam..