Love vs Attraction

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

okay..cer baca balik tajuk entry kali ni..

LOVE VS ATTRACTION

say what?!?!?!?!!

haha..

dah buang tabiat mungkin cik chemist sorang ni..

tetibe sapu habuk kat blog ngan entry penuh kontroversi..

kut??hehehh

dah kenapa tetibe keluar tajuk macam ni??

entah..

sebab tertarik dengan satu isu yang dibawa dalam group whatsapp..

ada sorang ni tanya..

"wujud ke cinta pandang pertama??sampai jantung nak terkeluar??"

haha..soalan yang tersangatlah out of topic..tengah discuss pasal 1st program time naik sem nanti,tetibe keluar soalan cenggini plok..

hmm..

ada yang jawab benda tu wujud..

ada yang jawab tidak..

aku??

hmmm..

perlu jugak ehh??

thehe

honestly,kalo dulu2,mungkin aku akan jawab ya..

dulu2 means zaman bebudak tak matured tak reti berfikir..

cehh..macam laa skarang matured sangat kan??

hihihi

takde laa..just..by time..well,mind develops kan..hee

yes..dulu aku fikir first sight love itu wujud..

coz I've experienced that..

puyyyooooo!!

haha

his name is called 'Galang Malaysia'..

and of course there was a reason why..ngeh3

okay secara ringkasnya,

I've met him during da international jamboree..well,like those dramas..

on how I always bumped into him,made me can't take his figure off my minds..

though tak kenal LANGSUNG..

then aku buat kerja gila pegi mintak number dia,though tak pernah sepanjang aku hidup 16 tahun(at that time)  aku mintak phone number lelaki..

then balik dari camp,aku contact dy..

just,dia tak layan aku sangat..

bhahaha kesian betul kan,gila bayang sensorang..

hihi

 just,idokleee contact selalu..

just few times,plus dia budak SAS..duk hostel la kan,lagi la xcontact..

lama2,aku just admire him je..

kind of crazy fella la jugak..

mana tak sewel,setahun jugak aaa duk gila kat dy sensorang..haha

only my EIFJAN knew how I was back then..

then,turns out,aku dah fed up..

putus asa lah konon kan..

aku cari cara cemana nk lupakan my Mr.Perfect tuu..

sobss

tak larat oihh!!

then my Jaja suggested,

"cari someone else utk disukai,tapi it's impossible for him to know,and he can't love u back"

owh seyesly tips ituu menjadi..

though takes time,aku berjaya gak hilangkan kegilaan itu..

toing3

so,apa kaitan??kau dah kenapa tetibe buka cerita lama balik??

macamlaaa orang nak tau kan?

oppsssiieee

ni sebabnya..

time tuu lah aku sedar..

it was just an attraction..

bukanlah cinta seperti yang aku sangka..

time tengah crazy on him dulu,

dikaulah pojaan hatiku!!

hahaha

okay back to da topic,

entahlaa..

rasa bodoh gak..huhu

just,dah sedar laa..

cinta bukanlah semudah itu..

cinta bukanlah sekecik itu..

macam pelik kan just sandarkan yang itu adalah cinta,

sedangkan diri hanya attracted to da physical figure..

well,I don't know what others think of love..

but to me,

it is more to responsibility..

yupp!

TANGGUNGJAWAB..

Love is when  u're willing to sacrifice all u have,to please the one u love..

and somehow u admire da whole thing about that somebody..

Love is da investment that benefit each other in any ways..

Love is da bond between two people who feel like they need each other..

Love is da reason why people stay strong..

Love keeps people wanting what they can't have..

Love is complicated beyond belief but also wonderful beyond belief..

Love is all about you..

Bilamana kita sanggup buat apa sahaja untuk seseorang tu dalam kita susah dan senang tanpa mengharapkan apa2 dan cuba dapatkan perhatian dia,itu lah cinta..

perghhh!!!

is this really me??

bhahaha

rasa nak muntah pelangi sajoo..

jangan ditanya mana aku dapat those ayat..

toing3

to me,I don't think such 'love at da 1st sight' thingy exixts..

and it's not fair to consider ur attraction towards him/her as love..

coz love is a big thing..

takkan laa sekali tengok dah jatuh chenta uhuk3

well just say whateva u want..

aku tak rasa apa yang korang rasa..

aku budak mentah yang tak tahu apa2..

or whateva it is,

just want to tell u..

wake up!

stop living in fantasies..

stop being a useless youth,

that fell for this thingy..

helloooooo!!

sedar tak yang ummah perlukan kita?

sedar tak kita jadi lemah sebab this thingy?

no no no!

bukan nak melawan fitrah..

I know,it's a fitrah..

tapi,control it..

jangan sampai fitrah bertukar jadi fitnah..

unless u are married..

entah..

aku pun bukanlaa reti sangat nak berfalsafah tentang cinta..

diri sendiri pun tengah belajar nak jalan dengan betul..

it's just my piece of mind..

and i hope it can wake us up..

just..

please..

jangan cemarkan fitrah itu..

jadilah insan yang kuat..

tetibe teringat ayat yang pernah dilontarkan oleh seseorang yang amat mengagumi Al-Fateh..

"mukmin yang kuat tak akan ada masa untuk melayan masalah hati macamni..lihat saja pahlawan2 Islam pada masa itu,apa yang menjadi keutamaan mereka ialah perjuangan di jalan Allah..walaupun berbeza konsepnya dengan zaman kita sekarang ni,tapi,kita masih bergelar pejuang Islam..takkanlah kita jadi lembik hanya kerana cinta yang tak kesampaian??"

Allahu..meremang bulu roma..

malu..

apabila terlalu mengalah pada perasaan..

mana pergi jiwa kental seorang mukmin?

Allahuakbar..

semoga mampu sentiasa bermuhasabah..

differentiate between love and attraction..

semoga mampu jadi mukmin yang kuat..

semoga boleh ketepikan this small thingy..

semoga berjaya menjadi produk berkualiti untuk ummah..

"Reality..sucks..

Fantasy..happiness..

But u know what is remained and what is not..

what is eternity and what is temporary..

what is real and what is fake..

the remained,eternity and real is your husband..

only..

and the rest is your fantasy.."

moga bermanfaat..

Wallahua'lam..

Suatu Perkara Bernama PRINSIP

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Alhamdulillah..hari ni genap 22 hari kita berpuasa..

which means,we hav another 7 days of Ramadhan!!

Subhanallah..cepatnya masa berlalu..

huhu
selagi ada masa,let's do our best..
semoga ada rezeki kita untuk bertemu lailatul qadr..insyaAllah..aamiin

"umpama di dalam dulang yang punya 6 biji cawan,salah satunya berisi air tawar..bagaimana kita minum??sudah tentu dgn tertib,beradab,dimulai dengan selawat dan sebagainya..begitulah juga dengan bulan Ramadhan..yang merupakan 1 bulan istimewa drp 12 bulan..of course we have to give it special treats.." ;)
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Entry kali ni,nak coret tentang PRINSIP..

One little thing called PRINCIPLE..

Prinsip,pegangan,panduan hidup,atau apa sahaja nama yang diberi..

yang mana selagi kita berpegang pada prinsip itu,insyaAllah kita dapat letakkan diri kita di landasan yang betul..

selagi kita berpegang padanya,kita tak akan terpesong..

"Dan berpegang teguhlah kamu semuanya pada tali (agama) Allah,dan janganlah kamu berpecah-belah,dan ingatlah nikmat Allah kepadamu ketika kamu dahulu (pada masa jahiliah) bermusuhan,lalu Allah menyatukan hati-hati kamu,sehingga dengan kurniaNya kamu menjadi bersaudara,sedangkan (ketika itu) kamu berada di tepi jurang neraka,lalu Allah menyelamatkan kamu dari sana.Demikianlah,Allah menerangkan ayat-ayatNya kepada kamu agar kamu mendapat petunjuk."

(QS Ali Imran ayat 103)

alkisahnya,I nearly lost my grip to my little principle..

which nearly made me fall into fatal condition..

yeah fatal majazy..not haqiqi..hehe

coz this thingy is involving my soul..

JIWA..

IMAN..

nak tau apa prinsip yang satu tu??

"I WON'T FALL IN LOVE UNTIL I GET MARRIED"

haha..seems easy,right??

that's why I called it little thingy..

nevertheless,it is obviously not that easy..

once U get involved with people..

or to be specific,special person..

U tend to fall..

which I don't want to..

but then,

kalo dibayang 'fall in love' thingy ni sbg sebuah jurang,

aku dah berdiri di tepi jurang dah,menunggu masa untuk terjatuh..

Alhamdulillah..

there's one hand that pulled me back..

again,it's majazy..not haqiqi..toing3

thanks to the helpful hand..

which makes me tighten da grip to da principle..

what is actually da helpful hand?

QUESTIONS

yeah,questions..

entahlah..mungkin Allah masih mahu selamatkan aku..

Dia sayang pada aku..

Dia tak mahu aku terjatuh..

so,Dia datangkan hamba-hambaNya untuk bertanyakan soalan pada aku..

where the questions keep waking me up..

to not losing my grip..

setiap kali aku hampir terjatuh,

dan mungkin kekadang sengaja nak menjatuhkan diri,

dek keadaan yang sedikit menekan,

these questions keep holding me back..

"why do you want to get married?"

"do you love him?"

"why did you choose him?"

"rasa nak kenal laa dia ni sape sampai mu nak kawen ngan dia.."

and without any practise or what not,my answer be like---

"no I don't..sape nak kawen muda2??rugi je masa muda..tapi kalo dah tiba masanya nak buat cemana"

"haha..ekceli I don't love him..no I don't.."

"I don't even know why I choose him..coz I don't even know him that much.."

"just selesa being with him"

okay ekceli 'choose' is not da right word..

I did not choose him..he just came into my life..

and I'm very sure you readers are saying me being in denial state..

keeps denying though I actually do love him..

kan?
sebab sebelum ni dah ada yg said that to me..huhu

close enough..

tapi tak..insyaAllah tak..

not till da time comes..
I know my heart..

thanks to da questions..

really2 appreciate it..

coz it wakes me up..
chonmal..tak tipu..

Nevertheless,,

I know..
I have to bear da feeling of losing my grips for such a long time..
which makes me kind of scared..
aku takut aku tak sekuat itu...
kerana aku cuma punya iman senipis kulit bawang,yang bisa tercarik bila2 masa je..
doakan aku kuat..
please..
huhuhu

"InsyaAllah..tak perlu takut..ini semua urusan Allah..selagi berpegang pada prinsip,insyaAllah takkan kecewa..jangan takut"
-doc-

cuma tak sangka akan ada soalan2 maut dari that person himself..

perghh seyes sangat menguji..

bikin me ternganga tak tau nk jawab cemana..

hampir terperangkap..

once again my principle made me able to stand strong..

Alhamdulillah..

kind of lawak ekceli..

this thingy made me realised that I'm being more matured..

in da way I'm thinking..

in da way I handle situations..

tapi tak bermakna aku makin tua yooo..haha

yg ni no doubt being denial..hak3

chonmal..
to those yang belum involve in this thingy,
I'm glad u are..
jangan cari..please jangan..
selagi belum tiba masanya..
sebab..
it is hard..seriously it's hard..
nampak macam best je nak move on to da next stage kan?
reality is,
letih otak,letih jiwa,letih perasaan..
though aku tak cari pun this thingy..huhu

kuatkan pegangan pada prinsip,agama Allah..jangan lepaskan..
don't even think to loosen da grip..
don't...

wallahua'lam..

20

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

20??

doploh??

twenny??

عشرون؟؟

haaaa..amekkau nk bahasa apa lagi??haha

okayy..yesterday,13th july 2014,

I'm officially a twenty years old lady..

*haha bcoz a GIRL is too mainstream

well,

of course,

Subhanallah,Alhamdulillah,Allahuakbar..

bersyukur sangat aku diberi kesempatan utk menghirup udara di muka bumi Allah ni sepanjang 20 tahun..

even today,I'm still breathing da same air..

Alhamdulillah..

tapi..

aku tak lupa..

dis also means that aku selangkah mendekati usia kematian..

well,maut tak mengenal usia kan?

of course I hope to be here longer as theres still lots of things that I wanna discover..

insyaAllah..aamiin

blessed to hav lots of great wishes from my family,besties,classmates,oldfriends,collegues in da varsity societies,friends all over da world hahah..

and not to mention..

YOU ;)

muchos gracias for da wishes..may Allah grants it,insyaAllah..

I'm presenting you,, CikDiey <3

and these are wasep's wishes ;)

there's lots of them..but it's impossible for me to show it all..haha

 and now,,from my EIFJAN <3

1st of EIFJAN,Jaja ;) seyes it's my fav pic!

Then Erma ;) oh seyes xtahan gelak tgk gambo zaman dolu2 ni..haha

Then Ikanur ;) nampak aa kependekan di situ..haha

Then Nana..agak lewat cz upload fail..bhahaha

Last but not least..Adah..ku pikir adah lupaaaa..ghupanya nk jadi yg last..adoiii XD

and not forgotten,wishes from FB of course..

muchos gracias..really appreciate da du'aa..

but then,when I'm scrolling da wishes,

perasan gak,banyak yg suruh ai kahweng toing3..

ahaha sorry to dissappoint u..

M not going to get married next year or any sooner..

lots of thingy come up..hew3

but please pray for me..huhuhu

ohmyy..

dunno what to say ekceli~

20 oledyy bhahaha

seyesly said for da past couple years,to be specific,da years I left my nest,

had thought me a lot..had changed me a lot..

sampai tak sedar yang aku dah berubah bit by bit..

sampailahh my bestie tegur..

"do you know how we miss da old u??"

oppsss..is it THAT obvious??

why n how did I changed??toing3

just now I've read a blog..

she said that being 20 means da sesuai nk kawen..

n she said that 1 thing yg buat being org dewasa ni best-->kawen..

haha aku cuma tersenyum..

yeahh..memang kawen tu kind of something yang ditunggu2 kan?

but then,

seyesly it is more than a marriage..

lots of ups n downs..

willing to go thru it??

go on then..

kawen muda is not as easy as it seems to be..

memang..

memang ramai yg dh berjaya go thru it..

n ada sebahagian orang yg siap publicize their lovestory..

thru talks,books,video..

naaaahhh~~all da nice thing..

and then all of us like

"awww!!so suweettt!!"

oh stop it!!wake up!!

stop living in fantasies 

*slappingcheeks

haha gaya cakap macam dah kawen je kan??

well,i am not..

but those yg dah kawen told me dis..

keeps telling me to finish my studies..

*tho i planned to pursue till PhD insyaAllah..xkan la lps tuu baru nk kawen kowt??

keeps telling me how hard da commitments are..

keeps scaring me wif all those spooky things bout marriage..

eeiii kang aku tak kawen betul2 baru tau..toing3

and on the other side,

those yg sokong kawen awal plok..

keeps telling me kawen awal ni best..

keeps telling me to cepat2 kan kawen..

keeps putting me on da clouds..

keeps showering me wif all da kebaikan kawen awal..

maigahh!!

1 thing jea..

even if I want to,,but my parents opposed it,

tak jalan jugak..

theres no other way but to wait for at least another 2 years..

take it or leave it..

haha semudah bicara kata2 kan??

*smirk

btw,macam terlampau overgedik jiddan3 kowt nak kawen at 20!!!ohmyy~

haha kalo fikir yg best semata,itu gedik..

but then..ekceli it is not just that..

lots of reasons..untold reasons..sighh

sorry..

sorry to break your heart..

ahah like sorry seems to unbreak da broken heart kan?uhuk3

We're scared..

We're in doubt..

whether we could be strong or not..

but just recall back what u've said..

"rasa takut jangan hanya disimpan sbg perasaan..tp luahkanlah kpd empunya perasaan tuu"

"andaikata Allah dh tetapkan jalan kita susah,terus doa supaya kte diberi kekuatan n kesabaran"

-doc-

so..be strong..

and pray..

well,don't u know that theres lots of people who wanna see us together??

they did pray for us insyaAllah..

so,what's da reason to turn down our heads then??

chin up and smile..

alahh~2 years je kan??kut..?

errr~~though me too..is scared..toing3

semoga kuat..

wallahua'lam..

Secrets of da WORLD-Never Judge People Till U Know Them Well

Bismillahirrahmanirrahiim..

hey hey hey!

whats up u als?

all is well??

hope so,yeaa ;)

 

okay I officially end my second semester and so my 1st year as an ichemtech's girl today!!

oh yeahhhhh!!

buat muka eksaited sket!!hikss

 

oh chonmal chincha aku tak cayaaaaaa!!

sampailaaa aku terbaca tadi kat twitta,

 

"the first year is over"

 

slapped my cheeks!

 

ha ah laaa..dah abes dah first year ghupenyee..

okay hang pasaipaaa farah??xsedaq2 lagi??orang dah habes berjimba dah pun..

-b4 dis aku selalu tulis "hg dah kenapa?"then org kedah tegur.."bukan hg dah kenapa,tp hg pasaipaaa??"haha..okay then..lesson learnt..bhahaha-

 

entah laaa..

kalo paper sebelum2 ni,though susah yang teramat susah..

okay seyes it was no joke..

susah baq hang!!!

T.T

tapi,aku still rasa "xpe2..ada harapan lagi"

pulun utk next paper..

then rasa mcm xleh buat jgk..

sighhhh

sampailaaaaa paper last tadi kan,,

aku punya pengharapan kat paper ni tinggi kowt!

kinda yakin boleh score..

and then,,u bet??what happened?

okay aku ternganga depan paper!!!

oh my myyyy~~i'm soooo dead!

sobss

 

da momeng da invigilator kutip paper seme,

tetibe aku rasa sebak plok..

rasa macam xnampak sinar dah..

hancur habes seme..

then aku pusing belakang,luah kat aqilah,classmate aku..

dy bagi laa kata2 semangat sket..

Allahu~~~don't know why..

semester 2 punya final ni perasaan dy xmacam sem 1..

dulu keyakinan tuu tinggi..

and realised that aku lupa satu perkara..

Allah itu ada..

minta je ngn Dia..

dah usaha,dah doa,dah buat yg terbaik,tawakal je laa kan..huhu

rasa macam xleh nak enjoy sangat..

sobssss

 

insyaAllah..Dia akan bagi yg terbaik..

;')

 

 

 

okayy enough pasal exam!

back to da topic!

oohh xmasuk topik lagi eh??haha..welll~~

 

"NEVER JUDGE PEOPLE TILL U KNOW THEM WELL"

 

begini alkisahnyaa..

semalam aku story mory ngan roomates aku..

okay b4 that,

seyes aku saaaaangat suka those sharing moments wif her..

walau org tgk dy kat luaran,dy xberapa nak matang..

once dy bagi piece of her,pergh sampai bila2 kut ingat..hehe

sbb tu apa jua topik aku suka share ngn dy,tanya pendapat dy..

puas hati..aku dapat jawapannya..

of course seme tu dr Allah..

rumate aku ni just wasilahnya kan..;)

 

semalam entah cemana tetibe keluar topik ada member ni keluar malam ngn lelaki..

to be frank,aku tak pernah ada kawan2 yg sosial..

in terms of REAL social-type people..

almost a year knowing her,aku tak pernah tahu n tak pernah sangka dy tuu mcm tu..

aku tak pernah pulak judge setiap kawan yg aku baru kenal..

melainkan memang truly obvious la kan?

agak terkejut ekceli..huhu

 

bila dengar rumate aku citer pasal zaman sekolah dy,da way dia bergaul ngn those types of people..

okay dy just kawan ngn seme org..it is not that shes like that..

the way people treat those people..

and kat sekolah macam ada pengelasan tertentu bebudak sekolah,

which means,

 

golongan 1:budak baik,badan dakwah,tudung labuh

golongan 2: budak nakal sket,xbuat hw,lari dr prep,style asrama punya behavior

golongan 3:budak jahat..which means,truly jahat..

 

itu buat aku terfikir..

kenapa kat sekolah aku dulu macam xde je benda2 cmtu..

mungkin sikit2 je kalo ad pun..xde laa se obvious tuu n se bias tu..

 

"tuu sebab hang tak duk asrama..hg xnampak realiti yg sebenar..hg xpernah tidoq sebilik,sekatil, ngn dyorang..hg xrapat ngn budak asrama..sebab tu hg xtau.."

 

okay tuu betul..there WAS a gap between 'budak luar' n 'budak asrama'..

aku ingat lagi gap tuu kami seme managed to robohkan bila dah nak dekat spm betul2 dah..

time tuu baru buat study grup sesama..lepak sesama..at least,kalo selisih kat mana2,tegur mesra gitew..thats y ktorang xdapat nk selami betul2 hidup budak asrama..

dyorang nampak bermacam2 perangai manusia ni..

thats y dyorg xterkejut bila jumpa those grup 3 people..

tapi not to me..

 

and aku tak sangka akan kenal dgn golongan ni..

and bukan sekadar kenal..boleh tahan rapat laaa jugak..

si kawan aku ni pesen dy,dy hormat orang..

kalo org tuu jenis yg assalamualaikum,muka baik,dy xkan mention laa pasal that side of her..

tp kalo dah jumpa yg sama pesen ngn dy,dy open laa..

unless,dy dah rapat ngn org tuu..

 

and that happened to me..

mungkin dy dah percayakan aku kut..

aku boleh tau that side of her..

bermula malam dy keluar ngn geng lama dy time skolah dlu,pi i-city..

 

though at first,dy just cakap kluar ngn kwn2 pompuan,

pi tido umah kwn

da truth was,ada lelaki..

n that was their first meeting..

n they know each other on wechat!

i was like..what?!?!?

berani gila!first time jumpa,keluar smpai subuh esoknye..

Allahu..nearly sakit jantung!

no wonder malam tu aku rasa something wrong,rse risau xsedap hati..

hmmm..

tapi aku sehabis mungkin control aku punya expression..

xnak dy anggap aku ni pun sama:-JUDGEMENTAL..

aku dengar je dy crita apa dy buat malam tu,pegi mana,mamat tu hensem,caring bagai..

at least,xberlaku benda2 yg x diingini..Alhamdulillah..

tp time tu aku xtau complete story..dy xciter semua kat aku..

aku tau pun bila dah 3,4 hari lepas tu..

 

then ble aku tanya pendapat rumate aku,

dy bukak mata aku..

yang dunia ni full of secrets..

takyah tengok dunia..tengok manusia yg hidup atas dunia ni pun dah macam2 pesen..

aku baru sedar golongan camni betul2 wujud..in fact,depan mata aku je..

 

tapi yang penting,

 

NEVER JUDGE PEOPLE TILL U KNOW THEM WELL.

 

"hgpa xduk kat tempat depa..hgpa xkenal depa ni betul2..hgpa xleh nk judge depa ni jahat apa seme though memang apa yg depa buat tuu salah..jenis depa ni,kita xleh sekat..kita kena kawan ngn depa..bukan pesen depa hg nak duk pumpampumpam ceramah itu dosa,ini salah..xleh!depa lagi nak buat..

dalam diri depa ni ada that good side..ada sebab kenapa depa jd cmtu..

kita yg kena main peranan..sbg kawan"

-roomate 2014-

 

yep..seyes..sangat betul..

dyorang ni ada potensi utk dibawa balik ke jalan yg betul..

cuma kena cari cara yg kena ngn dyorg jea..

aku ingat lagi malam tu dy cakap..

 

"weh aku segan laa..dyorang seme xbertudung..aku je yg pakai tetap.."

 

"laaa..nape nak segan..kita yg betul..pakai jeaa.."

 

"kan kan??dyorang yg patut segan ngn aku kan??"

 

see??

dyorang boleh berubah..

dyorang ada keinginan nak berubah tuu..

cuma dalaman dyorang je yg tak kuat..

 

so,kita ni laa yg kena bantu dyorang..

yeah,memang aku sendiri pun baru belajar nak jalan ngn betul..

in fact,aku macam ni sekarang pun,dengan bantuan suasana..

yeah,surrounding yg berjaya ubah aku..

dulu aku pun bukannya amik kisah sangat part aurat kaki n lengan ni..

asal pakai tudung,baju lengan panjang,dah laa..

then by time,aku sedar,aku belajar,slow2..

same thing ngn ibadat..

selalu buat yg wajib jea..

part qiam mmg aku lemah..

tapi,once again,kesedaran tu dtg dgn bantuan surrounding..

Alhamdulillah..

well,hidayah Allah boleh datang dalam bermacam cara kan?

cuma dalaman tuu kena asah biar kuat..

dekatkan diri ngn Allah..

 

aku sedar yg aku xleh nk sesuka hati judge orang..

aku xleh nk lihat aku je yg betul..aku je yg baik..

NO..

 

BECAUSE I,TOO,AM NOT THAT GOOD.

 

mungkin hari ni dyorg buat salah..

tapi ada kemungkinan malam ni dyorang bertaubat..

nak dibandingkan ngn org perasan suci xbuat dosa??

hmm..pikirlaa sendiri..

 

hmm..road to twenty..sikit2,da secrets of da world are revealed..

yeah..

aku teringat kata2 mummy kat kawan dy bila her friend ajak berbesan..

 

"anak aku nii baru nak kenal dunia.."

 

dulu aku hanya mampu tergelak tanpa fikir kenapa mummy cakap camtu..

 

and now i know,mummy..

 

NOW I KNOW..

 

wallahua'lam..